Touched

Twenty Nine

Thea Elise

"Tell me about your tattoo baby." I heard Grayson spoke.

Andito kami ngayon sa labas ng Casita na kinuha ni Grayson dito sa Amanpulo. Mas pinili naming yung malapit sa beachside.

Nakaupo kami sa sand habang balot ng makapal na blanket sa harap ng bonfire. Pinanood kasi namin yung pagbaba ng araw—actually siya yung nag aya dito which I really found so sweet and romantic.

He's hugging me from behind while cupping my breast—of course my pervert devil of a fiancée will never pass a chance at fondling my breasts.

Napapakit ako sa pag himas niya.

"D-Damn you, sa tingin mo makakasagot ako ng maayos..pag ahhhh..dahil sa ginagawa mo..ohhh." Shit talaga to, the moment nasiguro niyang na secure na yung lugar nagsimula na din maglikot yung makasalanan niyang kamay.

I heard him chuckle.

"I love your sexy moans baby, now tell me about you tattoo.." If anything, mas lalo yata sumexy yung boses niya, and damn him for whispering and kissing the back of my ear.

I can feel my nipple harden against the two piece bikini I am wearing—hindi ko kasi napigilan lumangoy agad kanina pag dating namin—and he was really pissed dahil bakit daw nag two piece agad ako samantalang andun pa yung security team niya, hindi pa naman tumigil dumada na porket siya lang daw dapat ang makakakita sakin and all that possessive remarks. I just shrugged and kissed him para matigil na.

"Hmmnn, but I like what you're doing, I don't feel like talking baby.." My eyes are closed, feeling and taking all the pleasure that his hands are giving me.

Ng bigla siyang tumigil na ikina inis ko talaga.

"Damn you Gray."

He chuckled again and kissed the top of my head.

"My baby's insatiable. Fuck, I will pleasure you all night long Thea. I promise you that." He pulled me in much closer then rested his chin on my shoulder.

"Now tell me about your tattoo. Bakit Unbound?" I can feel him plant small kisses on my shoulder.

I hate him ang sweet sweet niya!

"Kasi po..hmmn, well you know what happened before. Kaya naman I promised myself na hindi ko na hahayaan ang sarili ko na umikot uli ang mundo ko sa isang tao lang. Nakakadala naman kasi yung ginawa sakin ni Christopher at yung ginawa sakin ng mga magulang ko. I swore to myself that I wouldn't be bounded to anyone else like that ever again. That I would prioritize myself, respect myself and love myself dahil ako at ako lang ang makaka protekta sa sarili ko."

Telling things like these to him—actually is easy.

I never thought that I'd connect with another human being physically, mentally and emotionally like this. Grayson has conquered even my most private thoughts.

He's my soulmate.

Yup, damn him for being my everything right now---see? Even my tatoo is now a lie. I am already binded to him--body, mind, heart and soul.

"I'm sorry I had to meet you not much sooner. I swear, lapitan ka pa ng Christopher na yun would be the last thing he'll do, I will fucking kill him myself."

Napangiti naman ako sa sinabi niya. I tapped his cheek.

"Oh believe me, mas uunahan kita baby. Pero alam mo, never nag cross the mind ko ang revenge nayan. It'll be much toruture for him ang pag ignore. Yes he was a big part of my life—he was my life back then, pero tama na. I can't even afford to think about him dahil wala naman patutunguhan pa. He was a big lesson to be learned, and I did learn—the hardest way possible. It is all over now. Hayaan mo na yun. What's important is that you are here with me. Just so you know, you're my everything Gray." Pumihit ako para maharap siya.