Touched

02

Thea Elise

    I closed my eyes to drown the thoughts and emotions that's been bugging me for a while now. Narinig ko din ang malakas na pagbagsak ng ulan sa labas—the heavens seemed to empathize with how and what I am feeling right now. Gloomy and wet.

    "Hmmmmm..." I moaned. My blue pill always knows how to make me feel good. "You're teasing.." Bitin pero sabik kong bulong when Nicky bit my bra covered nipple gently. She just giggled and let me feel her restless hands all over my body. I reached for her hair and pulled her against my chest to encourage her more.

    "Too excited, are we?" Nicky pulled my hair and gave me an open mouthed kiss, which I gladly responded to.

    This is us. This is us when we are confused. This is us when we want to feel another's warmth. This is us whenever we wanted to escape. This is us whenever we want distraction, and what we're doing right now is the most pleasurable distraction we can ever have.

    Nicky and I haven't done this in a long time at siguro ay naramdaman niya ang bigat ng dinadala ko. Siguro ito din ang kailangan ko—to be in my safe place again. Siguro kailangan niya din ito ngayon, ramdam ko naman sa mga hawak niya. Shit, kahit kailan talaga ay lagi kaming nagkakapareho.

    "Fuck." I gasped, shoving my thoughts away instantly dahil ayokong maspoil ang nangyayari ngayon. I gladly choose right now over yesterday and tomorrow. For right now, this is realest my reality can get. What happened two weeks ago—was a glitch in my system. I can't let myself be vulnerable like that again. Never again.

    "Shit, I am so horny and frustrated!" Nicky spoke with urgency and I giggled. Parehong pareho kasi kami ng nasa isip. She then pushed me away from her so that she can take her tank top over her shoulders and strip off her thongs. I must admit, I am as horny and frustrated as she is right now. Baka nga mas sobra pa.

    Tiningnan ko siya ng malagkit habang kagat ang labi ko, at ako naman ang naghubad ng dahan-dahan, just to tease her. Umiling lang ito habang pinagmamasdan ako. I threw my clothes and lingerie aside and crooked my finger at her.

    "Come here, lady with a nice pair of rack.." I whispered sultrily. She obliged by biting her lip then started walking salaciously towards me. She then run her thumb on the curve of my waist.

    "Hmnnn.." I closed my eyes. I like us naked—I am used to us naked, we are used to us naked. In all sense. This is as real as it gets. "Hmm, more, please..." I felt her tongue licked lazily through my neck, just the way I like it.

    Muntik na akong may maalala sa pagdila niya sa leeg ko, pero pilit kong pinigilan ang imahinasyon. Nope. No. Good, go and be gone, devil. Damn. Mahirap pero nagawa kong bumalik sa nangyayari ngayon. Pumikit ako at nagconcentrate sa ginagawa ni Nicky. Yes. Right there.

    It amazes me how much we are so in tuned with each other's body—making us forget our demons and inhibitions momentarily. Naramdaman ko ang mga daliri niyang bahagyang humaplos sa gitna ng hita ko pero inalis niya kaagad kaya napamulat ako ng mga mata.

    "Oh shit N, just touch it already!" Frustrated kong reklamo. I admit, ako ang mas aggressive sa ginagawa namin ngayon—because somehow I wanted to prove something to myself. Shit talaga, pwede bang mamaya na ang mind games, Thea?

    "My you are grumpy tonight, Manang." She slapped my ass and ran her tongue over my hardened nipple, which frustrated me more. I am getting impatient and extra horny at the same time dahil sa ginawa niya.

    "I hate you." I stated then grabbed her hand and walked towards the kitchen. I heard her giggle and waited for me to tell her what to do.

    "Sit on the table, you little tease." Pinalo ko yung pwet niya which earned a gasp.