Touched

Twenty Seven

Grayson Fitzgerald

Damn her.

Hanggang dito ba naman sa stockholder's meeting, hindi ko talaga mapigilang magreplay sa utak ko ang mga ungol niya.

Thea is fucking pure sin.

I can never go a day without making love to her. Our insatiable desire to be with each other fucking consumes us big time.

I even went to her workplace yesterday at 11 o'clock in the morning dahil hindi ko kayang hindi siya mahalikan at mahawakan. Kahit gusto ko siyang hubaran sa opisina ni Arceo, pinigilan ko na lang dahil masama na ang mga tingin niya sakin lalo na nung aalisin ko sana yung damit niya. 

Napailing na lang ako at napangiti sa reyalidad na lubog na lubog na ako kay Thea--at hinding hindi ko ipagpapalit sa kung ano at kanino man ang ganitong pakiramdam.

I've been pestering her to move in with me to my hotel suite, pero ayaw niya.

I even asked her a couple of times to marry me already, pero tinawanan niya lang ako dahil daw baka na ooversex lang ako kaya natatanong ko yung mga ganung bagay.

See? Any other women might say yes instantly, would even do whatever it takes for me to ask them that question, pero siya..damn, my beautiful, wise and sexy Thea.

Fuck.

Kung alam niya lang na gustong gusto ko na talaga siyang pakasalan noon pa lang.

She is my fucking life, my lifeline, my first, real, true and greatest love. Kinuha niya na lahat ng pwedeng maging title sa buhay ko, except being my wife.

But then again, she is Thea. My strong, smart and sensual wicked seductress.

Hindi lang siya basta basta, at lagi kong pinapagalitan ang sarili pag basta na lang lumalabas sa bibig ko na ayain siyang magpakasal. Eh sa hindi ko mapigilan eh. It is fucking frustrating!

Kailangan kong mag isip ng proposal na hindi niya makakalimutan--na hindi makakalimutan ng lahat ng makakakita at makakarinig.

Alam kong madami akong kailangang ayusin bago yun, especially things regarding my mom's present predicament and my fucking bitch of an ex fiancee.

I may have gone overboard when I proposed to Stella, even renting the whole of Madison Square Garden. It was actually Selene's, my sister's idea, sabi ko lang sakanya, make it big, and invite every fucking paparazzi and press.

Fuck.

What was I thinking getting myslef into a loveless marriage?

Alam kong kailangan ko yun sabihin kay Thea, at ayokong maglihim sakanya.

Siya pa naman yung tipong hindi masayadong matanong, dahil alam kong gusto niya ako mismo ang mag open up.

Putang ina, napakagago ko talaga noon, and now my past actions are slowly biting me in the ass.

Dapat ko ng ayusin lahat para wala ng maka hadlang samin.

"Dude, you are fucking spacing out." Dustan threw a pen at me.

"Fuck."

Kung dati rati ay pinapatulan ko ang gagong 'to pag nakikipag biruan, ngayon wala na akong gana makipagbatuhan ng insulto.

Sa amin kasing mason brothers, konti lang kaming magkasundong magkasundo, at bilang lang sa daliri. Me, John, Vincent, Dustan, and Simon. The other brothers we have, we only see them when there's important projects regarding the Mason de Leon.

"What's gotten your panties in a twist Maxwell?" I heard Simon, probably one of my brothers who has the most brilliant mind asked.

"Fucking hell,are you thinking about your goddess again Gray?" Vincent who's currently on our skype conference asked.