Touched

Twenty Eight

Thea Elise

Okay, hindi pa rin ako maka get over sa nangyari kanina at sa pagpayag ko sa blackmail/proposal sex ni Grayson. Ang alam ko lang ngayon, sobrang saya ko.

It's to soon getting engaged and all, pero hanggang gaano ba katagal dapat bago maramdaman na siya na talaga? Diba wala naman?

Ang alam ko, he makes me..be Thea.

His Thea.

He makes me so happy.

I know hindi naman talaga mawawala sakin ang pagiging paranoid, I was badly broken before, pero look at me now, risking again.

Risking for love.

I know Gray's different.

He is it for me and kung magkahiwalay man kami, there will be no one else.

Call me cynical, but yes, given what I have been through open ako sa possibilities na someday, this fairytale that we are in might end.

Pero for now, I am so happy. Sana wag ng matapos ang kasiyahan ko dahil sigurado ako na mahirap makabangon pag nadurog ulit ang puso ko—shit drama queen alert.

"Hmmnn Gray mamaya naman.." It was rather a moan than a whisper. I can feel Gray's warm mouth against my nipples—what he calls his second favorite place in the world.

My pervert boyfriend—I mean fiancée is really relentless, ayaw ako pagpahingahin. Akala ko pa naman magpapahinga muna kami ng binuhat niya ako papunta dito sa kwarto niya.

Nakinig naman yata siya kasi tumigil muna at umangat ng posisyon para makapag cuddle kami.

"I want lots of kids Thea." Bulong nito kaya napatawa ako.

Napakabilis talaga niya magplano.

"Okay, chill lang muna baby. Dadating din tayo diyan. For now, let's enjoy our engagement muna okay?"Humarap ako sakanya ng kaunti para halikan ito ng mabilis.

He pouted.

Ang cute.

"Fine. But we will wed in a month. Hindi ko na kaya kung mas matagal pa doon." Ungot niya.

Damn him, he's making me want things that he wants too.

Pero shit.

Should I?

Fine.

Of course I want too! Hell I want everything that involves Grayson Fitzgerald Maxwell.

"At mahaba na yung 1 month na paghihintay mo ganun? Ibang klase ka talaga baby. How about what I want?" I teased.

Natatawa na ako sa reaction ng mukha niya, pero pinigilan ko.

"Ayaw mo ba?" Hindi sigurado yung tono niya at muntik na akong tumawa.

Tininganan ko siya ng marahan, oh no natetense ba siya?

Hindi ko na tuloy napigilan ang ngumiti.

"Gusto po." I kissed him again which made him groan and hugged me tight.

"Fuck, I am so happy baby. Thea Elise Maxwell. Oh fuck. I can't wait baby. I can't wait." Nakaramdam ako ng something wet, and is he crying?

Oh my goodness.

My man is crying.

Napaiyak na din tuloy ako.

"Hey, bakita ka umiiyak?" Naiiyak kong tanong na pilit pinapaharap siya sakin.

"Napuwing lang."

"Tingnan mo ako Gray."

Which he did, with watery eyes.