Darkened Thoughts*

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Before I begin this poem, know that the number I am attaching to it is the National Suicide Hotline, this poem touches in the subject of suicide in a very personal way. Please be safe and if you have those thoughts, contact someone you trust to talk to or the number below; please do not hesitate to call.
1-800-273-8255

Kill me,
The emotions would leave,
Leave and give me peace.

Kill me,
The Sorrow would end,
The Anger dissolved,
The Frustration gone.

Kill Me,
So I don't live in this painful world,
Where everything only brings pain,
My mind left alone,
Finally at rest.

Slit my wrists up the veins,
Slip too many pills,
Silence the thoughts surrounding,
Screaming in my head.

Oh someone please just give me mercy!
Make the pain go away!
I cannot tend to these wounds anymore!

But I have to continue in Life.
For as much as I despise Life,
The pain I feel with each breath,
I continue to Breathe.

If only I believed in doing the Act,
If only I did,
Life would cease to exist.
And the pain?
Gone.
The screaming thoughts?
Thinned to nothingness.

Just please leave me be...

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