Not Over You - Stiles

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So I heard this song for the first time in a few years on the radio the other day and it inspired me to write this. Hope you like it!
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*Stiles' POV*

Today marks a month since I broke up with (y/n). I thought it would be for the best. I thought we didn't connect. It turns out it was for the worst. It turns out we always had an amazing connection, I was just afraid of how easily I fell for her and how easily she could see through me.

I messed up when I ended it with her. She was heartbroken, tears were streaming down her beautiful face. I was heartless. I did what I promised I'd never do to her. I messed up.

She's probably over me by now. She's probably with some other guy who will eventually mimic my actions, except he'll never love her like I do and try and fix it.

I'm going to talk to her today. I'm going to tell her the truth. I'm going to get the love of my life back. Just you wait (y/n), I'm coming.

*Your POV*

A whole month without Stiles. A living hell, in other words. I missed him, god I missed him so much. I don't know why he ever ended things with me. We had an amazing connection. I loved him and he loved me. I don't know what happened.

I wish he would hold me again. Call me his again. Tell me he loved me again. I wish I could just see and hear him again. Sure I see him at school, but it's not the same. Being in the same friend group as your ex is not fun, it's like he's not even there.

I sighed as I repositioned myself in bed. It was Saturday and I didn't plan on doing much today. I planned on moping about one month without Stiles. Maybe cry a bit too, that sounds good.

I closed my eyes and tried to sleep so I wouldn't think too much. I heard my phone go off just as my eyelids met. I sat up and looked at it, and saw a new message from Stiles. I couldn't believe it, am I seeing things?

I opened my phone and went to read the text. It read, "Hey (y/n), I know it's been awhile and I know today is a sour day for the two of us, but I wanted to know if you would like to meet me for coffee. I really need to talk to you."

My heart fluttered as I read the message. He still makes my heart race and I couldn't wait to see him. I replied, "I'd like that Stiles."

I got a response almost instantly, "Great! I'll meet you at the little coffee shop in town around 1:00, yeah?"

I responded with a simple "Perfect." It was 12:00 now so I got up to take a shower and get ready.

At around 12:45 I was done. I let my hair air dry so it was down in its natural state, and I did my preferred amount of makeup. I was wearing a simple outfit which consisted of jeans, a school hoodie, and black converse.

I looked at myself in the mirror one last time. I let out a breath, "It's now or never."

~At the Coffee Shop~

I saw Stiles sitting at a booth, so I found the courage to actually go over to him. He stood up as soon as I walked over to him.

"(Y/n), hey! Hi! How're you doing?", he hugged me right away and I returned it. I missed hugging him, I missed kissing him, I just missed him.

"Hey Stiles. I've been better, how're you?"

He sighed, "I can say the same."

After ordering drinks and a few minutes of small talk, Stiles began to explain why he wanted to see me.

"So (y/n), I really wanted, well needed, to talk to you today because you need to know the truth. I broke up with you because I was afraid. I was afraid of how much I fell for you in such a short amount of time. I was afraid of how much you knew about me. I was afraid of how easily you could read me. Basically, I was afraid of falling in love. I thought breaking up would fix it. I thought we could just be best friends who are really close and know so much about each other. I was wrong (y/n). I never stopped loving you. I'm a wreck without you. I'm just not over you. I know I never will be."

I was speechless. What he just said was beautiful. I meant something great to him and he means that same thing to me.

Tears were streaming down my face and I finally was able to speak, "Stiles. That...I'm...I'm speechless. That was beautiful. I never knew you felt that way, and I know you feel the same why I do. We both fell in love so fast and it was terrifying, but we know that it's something beautiful. I never stopped loving you and I'll never be over you either."

His eyes were glossy and tears were threatening to escape his eyes, "(Y/n), will you please be my girlfriend again? I promise to never hurt you again. I love you so much."

I smiled widely, "Of course Stiles! I love you too, more than you'll ever know."

He smiled and leaned over the table and I copied his actions. Our lips met and sparks shot through our bodies. This kiss was long overdue. We didn't care if the whole coffee shop was looking at us, we needed this.

We never got over each other, and we made sure to find each other again.
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I actually thought of this in the car on my way to the mall when this song came on the radio.

Thanks for reading! <3

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