So Into You

Chapter 26

Bea POV

5 days have passed after Jho and I fight. I've been so reckless I confessed to her. I dunno if she interpreted it as just a friend but after that time when we drove back home, we were so quiet. I feel like she knew already but just shrugged it off. I wished she'd say a word and ask me what was that for so I can tell her how I feel as unknowingly, it gave me courage.

I can't contact her, of course she doesn't have a phone, I threw it away because of jealousy. It's almost christmas, how I wish we're okay.

As I arrived at the mall, pumunta agad ako sa isang mobile store to get Jho a new phone. I choose the same phone like mine para naman matchy matchy.

Pumunta agad ako sa dorm para ibigay sa kanya ito pero sabi ng guard umuwi na sya sa kanila.
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I went to cafe Antonio after, nagbabakasakaling nandito din si Keanna. I miss talking to her pero wala din sya. Tumambay na lang ako dito at nakinig ng music, somehow narerelieve ako sa kakaisip kay Jho.

I called ate Ella to accompany me here, buti na lang umu-o agad dahil may libre.

"Spit it out bei. 'Wag kang magbuntong-hininga na lang diyan."

"Nag-away kami ate Ells eh. I was so mad at makikipagkita pa sya sa gagong yon kaya ayon, I brought her somewhere far."

Nakikinig lang siya sa'kin.

"I don't want her to get hurt. Ayoko kasing makita niya kung anong nakita ko last time. He's two timing Jho, ate Ells."

"Leche palang Marci na yan eh! Ahy, wait. Kaya ka may bandage noon dahil sinuntok mo sya?"

Tumango lang ako sa kanya.

"Iba ka bei! Buti na lang di ka sinuntok din! Sayang beauty mo beh!"

"Ate Ells naman. I'm serious!"

"Fine. Go on."

"Tanga ka pala eh! Syempre magagalit 'yon! Phone mo kayang itapon ko tapos si Jho ang kausap mo, naku! siguradong mapapatay mo 'ko!"

"Alam ko. Twas my fault. Kaya nga I bought new for her."

"Kaya pala di nagrereply c Jhosa dahil wala syang phone! Nasayang pa load ko dahil sa'yo!"

"Pero bayaan mo na. Tapos na eh. Hintay ka na lang kung kakausapin ka niya. That if she'll talk to you again.."

"Ate Ells naman. I somehow regretted what I did pero thankful din dahil nasabi ko sa kanya ang feelings ko and that if nagets niya yon."

"Gets na yon ni Jho bei. Alam nating slow si Jho pero alam na niya yong sinabi mo. Baka, confuse lang sya ngayon dahil dumagdag ka pa sa problema niya."

"She needs time lang siguro kaya maghintay ka lang na siya ang unang kumausap sa'yo."

Tiningnan ko lang siya.

"Ano? You're gonna insist on going to her at makipag-usap ka? Shonga ka pala eh! Give time time nga!"

"Miss ko na sya ate Ells."

"Naku Bea, pigilan mo muna yan."

"Tsssk. Why should I listen to you, eh nbsb ka naman."

"Sige, idiin mo pa yang nbsb at mahahampas kita sa mukha."

Tinawanan ko lang siya. Buti na lang at nandito sya para sa'kin.

"Thank you ate Ells. Pakisabi kay Maki 'wag syang masyadong maglalandi dahil sobrang halata." sabi ko, dahil nandoon lang naman siya sa next table nakikipaglandian sa babae at nauna ng umalis dahil hinanap na ako sa bahay.