She's DARK He's COLD

chapter -6

 " will you let me say or you want to ask some more  questions ?" he asked . " no you say " I said almost immediately. " Yeah so first of all am not working for a mafia and the business I do is all my hard word . ' All with my hard work' and this is not some mafia scheming place . Instead this is a secret police agent place where we fool the criminals by telling them how dangerous and powerful we are in a mafia like how you thought . So this helps us to catch on new and different criminals ." he says . Wow his this secret work is good too . Some people get to do many things in there lives , they are so free . But some people like me are not lucky . They get to live with a fear of their past that can any time attack them .

" so you wanted to ask something . Before you recognized me as a mafia member " says with humor shining in his eyes . Shit . I forgot what I stopped him for . Damn I have a bad memory . Of course I will have a bad memory . Its not like I lived a life like these rich people did . With no worries , no tension and getting everything when ever , where ever they wanted . " um .. I forgot " . Damn . He started laughing . I tried to smile but failed . I mean come on how the hell am I supposed to laugh on my own stupidity .

After that he went out of the room living me to alone admire the room and check out everything in it . Its just wow .

I searched for the bathroom which was huge too . And showering here is like showering in heaven . I don't know what's happening but this place is good . There seems no tension in here . Its feels like my hunters will never find me here . I can live till I stay here . This place is safe . Till I live here .

Sometimes is think what did I deserve to have a life like this . Why my life was not like any other person's with no luxury but a family of full happiness . That would have done everything . But I didn't get to have any of that . I don't know what to really do . Cry , hate or just live with anything that comes in the way with no emotions and goals .

Life is sometimes not fair  . It's no fair with me . I think god forgot about me after making me and throwing me here . I have a lot of questions but there's no answer . No answer for anything . No meaning of actual living . Actual life .

There's no way , no road for me . Not knowing if I should be sad about this or happy . But the emotions I get to feel like a normal human being after all these thoughts is sadness . So I guess sadness it is .

After a long shower I get out and wrap a white  towel around me and drying my hair with an other one .

I glanced at the mirror to see a pair two lifeless green eyes . They stare back with no emotions . With no spark in them . I smile looking at them . Maybe comforting them . But they remain the same with nothing in them . I move away from there to grab the clothes Cayden gave me . Putting them on was the easiest in all the clothes I have ever worn . I mean they were very lose and easy going . His clothes smells like some expensive perfume I have never smelled . Of course he will have an expensive perfume . But the smell was very addicting which made me smell them again and again .

Getting out of the bathroom I straight away made my way towards the bed or huge bed . As soon as I laid my head on the softest pillow of this world I drifted to the deep sleep .

---------------------------- ' don't ' dad pleaded . ' why can't you leave us ' he said again pleadingly . ' I never loved you and I can never do that . This is not called love ' he continued in a sad voice .

' she will die . I will kill her . ' lillie said in a hard threating tone while moving the knife nearer to my mom's neck . ' no lillie you wont . Please leave her ' dad said again . ' no never . If she will live you will love her and she dies you will love me . ' she said again . I hide under the table with my father's gun in one hand . It is empty but I can still threaten lillie to leave my mom and dad . 

Slowly moving out I looked at my dad who currently faced me . His eyes widened when he saw me . Then I bought the gun high pointing it towards lillie . ' leave my mom ' lillie's eyes immediately faced me . She looked angry . ' no briar don't do anything ' my father shouted . But I was concentrating on lillie . ' dad we will be safe . If she does something with my mom , we can kill her here ' I said looking at lillie . ' no braiar my child no ' dad pleaded . I looked at my dad . My chest constricted . Dad looked sad . Very sad . ' dad she will kill my mom . I will kill her before she does something .' ' no my child no  you wont do anything ' . I saw lillie gave a cut on my moms neck . No . Mom can't die . ' leave my mom ' I said ' oh poor girl , scared that I will kill her ' lillie evilly smiled towards me . ' no I will kill you if you-' moms neck was bleeding . I felt tears running down my eyes . I pointed the gun towards her again . I know its empty but it can scare her .' leave her or else ' I threatened . But she didn't listen . ' I know the gun is empty . Don't scare me child it wont help . ' she grinned madly . Shock was evident on my face . But I try to cover it and act like she is mistaken here . ' i Will show you if its empty or not' I said threateningly . She laughed but I was too angry to react  . My finger automatically pressed on the gun and after a loud bang I heard my father's continues calls . Lillie's body fell on the ground with blood every where around her .

' brair ' my father whispered crying heavily . Mom fell too . I rushed towards my mom .' mom ' I don't know what I was doing but I want my mom safe . ' mom ' I called again she didn't reply . My hands were shaking . The gun fell from my hand as soon as I realized what I did . I searched for my parents to hold me or to save from this . They just sat silently . I was in shock . My heart beat was so fast that it felt like it can come anytime out . 'dad ' I called my dad . He lifted his head up looking very tired . ' its finished ' he whispered to me . ' nothing happened ' he said again trying to convince me . But I know what I did . I killed someone . I killed . Dad cried harder . Mom was quite .

I could hear my dad's cries so clearly that it started hurting my ears . ' dad s-stop ' I said . But he still cried . ' dad ' I said again . No please . My head hurt so much that it could explode . I killed . Dad is crying because of me . I killed . Mom's not talking . Dad .

I held my head in both my hands and cried hard screaming at them . The pain was too heavy . They didn't answered still . I cried heavily but still they didn't answered . I called for them but they sat still .

------" sshh sshh its okay " someone held me . Arms around me wrapped like I always wanted them to .

" nothing will happen I am here " he said nothing will happen . Nothing will happen . Nothing .

" p-p-romise " I asked . My head was on his chest with hands wrapped around him tightly . His hold tightened . " yes" I heard him say the last time before I drifted to sleep in his arms . Saved . 

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