My Brittle Barricade

Chapter 29

So I was following nick out the room.
He looked out the window to see if the corridor was clear and  it was the bossed went into the offices down the hallways.
We both walked quickly to the fire door and ran out.

I checked my phone and it  was 7:38 in the morning and nick said "come to mine I'm in a apartment  down the road, I'll make breakfast for ya".

I just looked a him confused.
" wait why did you get a apartment near me and on the same street. I asked.
"Because I wanted to" he said
I hated his smart cheeky answers so I said
"As much as I would love too go back to yours and eat I'm tired and wants go home to my apartment, remember the one I got with my friends, so I could get away from you"

"Well how about this, come back to mine and I'll cook you breakfast and we can relax on the couch and watch a movie." He said.
I know he would do anything to get me to go back to his.

I knew Shannon and Maria were out for the last couple of days and I didn't want to start something with him.
It was like really early in the morning And I was working late last night.
So I just gave in.

"Ok" I said.

His smile made me feel happy and all fuzzy inside.
But I knew I shouldn't have let him win.

If I never met him I wouldn't have broke so many laws.
I wouldn't be in love with him and if I never met him last night I wouldn't of slept on the floor with him beside me.

What was I doing.
He's nice to me now but he's gonna be mean and hurtful afterward.

I was on his couch cuddling up to him and I was getting tired.
To make it worst he decided to put a blanket over me.
The next thing I knew it went all black.

I woke up in his bed with arms wrapped around me.
I felt our skin touch.
As I woke up more I couldn't feel my jean and I noticed them in the chair in the corner.

I was only wearing one of his oversized t-shirts.

I knew he was awake because  he was kissing my shoulder.
"Nick what am I wearing" I said.
" good morning to you too , baby" he replied.
I turned around to face him now and he still had his arms wrapped around me.
But he pulled me in closer now.

I was so close to him I could feel his heartbeat in his chest.
My hands made the way to his cheats and now my hand felt his heartbeat.
And to make it worst he wasn't wearing a shirt.
But maybe I slightly thought that seeing him like that this early in the morning made it better.

"Hey you were wearing Jeans and a hoodie. So I gave you something better to wear to bed. But don't worry I only left the red underwear on." He said with his cheeky smile.
"And I'm only wearing my boxers but I guess you already knew that."

I realised I'm not wearing my bra.
" did you take of my bra " I asked. 
This early in the morning my brain doing think of the proper way of saying thing i just come out and say things.
And I knew he could here I'm my tone I was getting angry with him.

That's what he does. Make me feel happy one night.
Like last night a nice movie and falling  asleep on the couch with him,  it then he has to go and do something like this, and take off all my clothes.

He just smiled.
" the bra was a treat" he whispered to me.

That was it he pushed it too far I was sick of him now.
I tried to get out of his grip and get up and get away from him.

"I hate you right now I'm leaving" I just said.

But he pulled me back.
His hands gripped my waist tight.
His legs pinned mine down.
And because we were both wearing hardly any clothes we both could feel a lot.
I could feel his breath on mine.
And he kissed me.
And any hatred I had for him just melted away instantly.

And before I knew it my hands were pinned up above him.
Our heartbeat were heavy and I could feel his breath on my neck.

My world just frost then.
I forgot about my past.
My stepmother and how she treated me.
The locket I still wear to remember my happy family.
The friends I made , lost.

That's what he did.
He made me forget about everything.
And after everything I've been through he still picks me.