Choosing You

Chapter 33 - Turn of Table

Draft - Mar 26, 2017

Chapter 33

Sab

"We have to respect her decision." I heard Trina said kaya agad naman akong napatingin sa kanya.

"I can't let her made the wrong choice."

Nakita kong nag buntong hininga ito

"Hindi ka naman nag kulang Sab." Saka lumapit ito at tumabi sa akin "But all we can do is to give her the best advice that we can because we are her friend and you are her best friend. But whether we like it or not, at the end of the day it will be her decision." I cover my face with my hands as my elbow rested on my lap.. "Isa pa, bago mo problemahin ang love life ni Oli why not deal with your own?" Napatigil naman ako sa sinabi niya "Did you already talk to her?"

Mabilis akong umiwas ng tingin dito. Kahit na wala siyang sinabing pangalan alam ko kung sino ang tinutukoy niya. And just the thought of her put my blood on its boiling point.

I hate her and I do not want to see her!

"Ayoko siyang makita." Seryoso kong sabi kay Trina "At ayokong marinig ang pangalan niya at kahit anong related sa kanya."

"Mag bestfriend nga kayo ni Oli." Kaya napatingin ako sa kaya "What?" sabi nito "Totoo naman ahh. Pareho kayong ayaw makinig sa explanation."

"Mag kaiba kami ni Oli." I said it on a matter of fact tone.

And I am starting to get irritated sa tinatakbo ng usapan na to

"What's the difference?"

"Si EJ wala siyang alam hindi niya gusto ang ngayari.. pero siya.." I pause as I feel the anger within me. "Sa kanya ko mismo na rinig. She intentionally did it.She do it on a purpose... plinano niya ang lahat" Saka tumayo "Una na ako Trina" saka nag lakad palayo sa kanya.

Not that I am mad at her by bringing it up but I am being reminded na kung kelan gusto ko ng sumeryoso ako naman ang hindi sineryoso.

I guess karma is playing on me sa lahat ng mga nagawa ko. Pero hindi ko maintindihan, paano ako? Bakit hindi niya binabalikan yung mga taong na nakit sa akin.

"Sab.." I heard my name from the least person I want to see right now. Pero hindi ako huminto I keep my eyes straight ahead. "Sab!" Pero nag patuloy pa rin ako sa pag lalakad. Then she grabs my arm to stop. "Let's talk."

"There is nothing to talk about." I said saka inalis ang kamay nito sa braso ko. "Wag mo na akong lalapitan pa. Kung ma aari wag ka ng mag papakita sa akin."

Hindi pa ako nakaka alis sa kinatatayuan ko ay muli niya akong tinawag

"Hear me out, please"

"I heard enough." I said nonchalantly "Nagawa mo na akong pag mukaing t@nga sa harap ng mga kaibigan mo. We're even now." Saka nag lakad palayo dito.

Hindi ko magawang lingunin siya at hindi ko rin gugustuhin pa. I hate her too much to do that. Masyado niyang nasagi ang ego ko at ang tiwala ko.

I thought we can be a thing. I already welcomed the idea of having a relationship with her. A serious relationship to be honest pero isang malaking kalokohan pala ang isipin iyon dahil walang relationship na mabubuo.

Ginusto niyang mapalapit sa akin just to prove people that she can make mefall head over heels in love with her. She wanted to make even pag katapos ko siyang iwan noon.

She will fall hard and I will not be there to catch her at pag ngyari yun quits na kami.

That's the exact words that I heard from her. Words that keep playing like a broken record at kasabay nun ang pag bagsak ng bulaklak na dala ko sana para sa kanya. I want to surprise her pero ako ang na supresa sa narinig ko.

"Eyes on the road miss." I think karma loves me dahil andito sa harap ko ang isa pang taong hindi ko gugustuhing makita.

I just stare at him for a second and starts to walk again.

"Saan ka nanaman pupunta?" sabi nito sabay hawak sa braso ko

"Wala kang pakialam." saka inalis yung kamay nito

"Bakit ba lagi na lang mainit ang ulo mo sa akin?"

"Bakit hindi mo tanungin ang sarili mo?"

"I know you don't like me for your best friend."

Because I used to like you for myself.

"But I already stop pursuing ..."

I cut him off "You stop pursuing her because you knew you will not stand a chance. She will not like you the same way you wanted to."

"That's a bit harsh but it's not actually the reason." He said "I stop because I realized that it's not about what we really want but what we actually need." He pause and smile at me "I took her for granted and I hope I am not yet too late." And while he said those words ay nakatingin lang siya sa akin ng diretcho.

" Ano namang pakialam ko?" sabi ko dito "Do anything you want.. the hell I care! Go pursue her!"

"Really? Can I?"

Napakunot noo naman ako. Pero pakiramdam ko may pinapahiwatig siya sa sinasabi niya. But I don't want to assume. I don't want to assume just like before.

"Will you give me a chance to pursue you?" he said with a smile in his face.

That is the same smile that made me fall over heels.

"No, She won't." Bigla akong napatingin sa likod ko.

And I see Yanna fiercely standing looking straight to Xander.

"I am not asking you." I see Xander's smirked

"I won't let you go near her." I feel irritation on her voice while the guy beside me is playing it cool.

"It's not for you to decide."

"It's for me fight for."

Wala akong nagawa kung hindi pag masdan silang dalawang nag papalitan ng salita. And I just can't believe that I am in the middle of this two while firing which other with words.

And this is going nowhere so I decided na umalis at iwan ang dalawang to. Dahil hindi ko sila parehong gustong makita o makasama pag katapos ng lahat ng ngyari. Nakaka isang hakbang pa lang ako ay may dalawang kaway na humawak sa mag kabilang braso ko.

"She's mine." Halos sabay nilang sabi habang animo'y may kung anong apoy na nag babaga sa mata nila habang nag tititigan.

Now I am confuse to this sudden turn of table.

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Ofcourse, pag katapos kong iupdate ang "Ako at ang Dyosa" mag papaiwan ba ang Choosing You? Syempre hindi!! hahaha

Anyway, tulad ng sabi ko sa author's note sa kabila pasensya na sa super late na update dahil super busy ako.

Tungkol sa update na to, paikutin muna natin ang story ni Sab. Sabi ko naman sa inyo isasama ko dito ang story ni Sab hahaha... 

Anyway, thank you for reading my stories!!

Keep smiling!!

ilashu!!! :D