bts imagines

Suga

Your POV

Warning: I've used strong words here so if you feel uncomfortable reading a curse or a cuss word you might as well skip this imagine.

"Y/N? Babe? I'm really sorry but I might get home late again tonight or tomorrow morning. Work has been really crazy. I'm sorry if I'm not spending any time with you I hope you forgive me" he pleaded as he hugged me from the back, his arms around my waist swaying us a little bit. I forced a smile and fight back the tears that were trying to escape from my eyes, I cleared my throat and talked while caressing his arms that were around my waist and leaned my head back to his shoulder.

"It's okay baby I understand. All I ever wanted is for you to get home safely...to me Yoongi, that's all I need" I said. He pecked my neck softly and mumbled a 'thank you'. He lets go of me and start getting ready for work while I watch him from head to toe. We've been together for years I hope you won't just throw it like a meaningless trash Yoongi.

He looks up to me and smiled so lovingly, I smiled back as he hugged me so tight and I returned it while I inhaled his scent but...it wasn't his scent.

"I love you baby, I'll be back" he said and pecked my lips.

"I love you too, take care" I said, when I heard the door shut I sat down on the couch and sighed heavily. Please Yoongi come back to me and not to her. What did you see in her that you didn't see in me? Is she prettier than me? Is she more intelligent than me? Is she kinder than me? Am I lacking something? or is it because I'm not giving you what you wanted.

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It was 9:00 in the evening and it was the time where Yoongi is finish from his work, I took my cellphone and press the contact's number. I'm not calling Yoongi I'm calling his best friend/co-worker who is also a close friend of mine. I waited for him to pick up as anxiousness comes rising up when he finally picked up I sigh in relief.

"Heeeey Y/N! It's been so long! I really miss you!" He said and I can't help but let out a giggle. Aaiiggoo~ this guy.

"Hey Namjoon! We just hang out yesterday idiot and you already miss me?" I ask shaking my head and he laughed.

"We did? HAHAHAHA kidding, of course we did but I still miss you! anyways why are you calling?" he asks and I sighed. I feel bad doing this.

"I'm really sorry Namjoon if I'm only calling you about Yoongi but did Yoongi already went home?" I ask and expecting him to answer 'yes he did' his answer tore my expectations into small pieces.

"Went home? Wh–what? I thought he was in your apartment? He didn't came to work today Y/N" he answered, I should have known.

"I see, I just wanted to make sure if he went to work but it looks like he didn't." I heard a slamming sound and flinched when I heard him mumbled 'that bastard'.

"Y/N I know that you're always calling me to check on Yoongi but...have you ever thought that he's been cheating on you?" He asks, a tear escape from my eyes and another and another. I cried silently but right now all I wanted is to scream all of my emotions out. I can't speak, I can't form any words to say, my heart was aching too much I couldn't handle it.

"I'll take that as a yes, I'm really sorry Y/N I don't want to see you or hear you cry please Y/N we'll figure this out, not just only me and you but all of the boys and we'll freaking kill Yoongi if we found out he's cheating on you Y/N.....yeah I'll be right there!...I have to go Y/N I'm really sorry please talk to me if you're feeling better" he said, I muttered a 'thank you' and ended the call. I placed my phone on the table and slowly walked into the bathroom. I was not myself that time I wasn't thinking straight, I couldn't even remember that I really did it. I filled the tub with water and went inside the bathtub as the cold water meets my body and I shivered. I cried and cried, my sanity was fading away and slowly I lowered my head into the water until the water devours me blocking my air pipe with water. I choked into the water as I held on tightly to the sides of the bathtub.