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J-Hope

Your POV

Helloooo~ It's J-Hope! Your HOPE!! This is a voicemail!! I'm busy right now please leave a message after the be—

I stopped the voicemail and rubbed my temple. I've been hearing that annoying voicemail for the nth time I was trying to reach J-Hope because he's late...again. This is like the fifth time he's late for our date and he's always the one who promises and say things like 'I promise this time, I will come to our date' or 'It won't happen again I promise, cross my heart'.

I love J-Hope more than anything but I'm just piss of him making promises that he won't even keep.

I looked outside the window waiting for him come, I've waited for almost like four hours here in the restaurant and the waiter kept on coming and asking me if I want to take an order but I will always give the same answer 'I'm still waiting for someone. I know that he will come' but is he really going to come?

I look a complete idiot waiting for someone who will probably not come. I took my phone and message J-Hope, my eyes starting to get watery as I stood up and placed a dollar at the table as a tip for the waiter and walked out of the restaurant. He didn't keep his promise again.

J-Hope's POV

I went inside of our apartment that me and Y/N share after the hard practice, I'm so tired and I just want to cuddle up with my Y/N and instead of Y/N welcoming me with open arms nothing welcome me but just pure silence. That's odd.

"Y/N?" I called out but no one responded.

I was confused at first thinking is she asleep? Did she went out? I scratched my head very confuse and when I was about to reach my phone to call her I felt a vibration in the back pocket of my pants. I received a message but from who? I took it out and saw it was from Y/N, I read the message and my face turned into horror and guilt.

You didn't came again for our date for the fifth time. I trusted you Jung Hoseok, I thought you will keep your promises...I should have known that you will keep on breaking every single one of them and I won't blame you that you're very busy but please never ever make a promise that you won't even keep. I'm getting tired of this and I'm not angry believe me I'm not, I'm just really...disappointed.

My heart was racing, sweats were forming on my forehead and I ran out of the apartment searching for Y/N. How can I be so stupid?! I've messed up big, big, big time! Y/N only mention my full name when she's really angry or very, very disappointed. Why did I forgot that there was a date?! You're such a big idiot J-Hope aiiisshh!!

As I was running I contacted Y/N's number praying that she would pick up. Please pick up Y/N, please pick up. My hands were sweaty and I was very, very nervous thinking she will shout at me or even cursed at me...I hope we won't break up, I can't imagine a life without her.

I'm J-Hope, everyone's hope and joy because of my bright personality and my shining smile but Y/N is my joy, hope, happiness, she's my everything.

"Hoseok?" Thank God she answered, I stopped at my tracks and panted.

"Y/N, I'm so sorry. I stood you up again and again and again and again. Please give me another chance to make it up to you and make things right. I promise and this time I won't break it. Please, I don't know what I'll do without you" I begged, she sighed and spoke.

"Hoseok, how many times have I've heard you saying 'I promise' you're the only person that I trusted the most but you kept on breaking them slowly. I believed all of your promises but you always break them Hoseok, I don't know if I will be able to believe you again you know what happened in my past and I seriously had trust issues"

"I-I know Y/N and I'm deeply sorry, I know that I messed up big time...can you please at least tell where you are?" I ask as I kept on pacing around just to make sure if she's nearby.

"You know where I am" She simply said and I nodded.

"Please Y/N stay where you are, I'll be there, I promise and if I'm still not there for about 30 minutes....just stay there for 30 minutes please" I pleaded

"This is your last chance Hoseok" she said and I rejoiced inside.

"Thank you, Thank you Y/N! I'll be there, I promise P-R-O-M-I-S-E! PROMISE" I said making her chuckled on the other line. I'm glad she's kinda happy.

"I'll see you soon?" She asks and I grinned.

"Real soon Y/N, I love you~" I aegyo hoping she will answer back.

"I love you too~" she aegyo back making me blush crazy and chuckled at her.

Your POV

J-Hope knows where I go when I'm feeling sad, angry, all of the negative feelings that I feel...the playground.

This is the place where it all started, our first meet, our confessions to each other, our first date, our first stupid little fight and our first kiss that we shared. You might have think that we spend our special moments in the playground it's because of my horrible past and my depression I always came here to remove it from my mind and to stop myself to commit suicide, I've tried to commit suicide but none of them succeeded I guess because someone is going to save me and that is him, Jung Hoseok, now that J-Hope walked into my life I live in a happy and healthy life.

I was sitting in the swings checking the time in my watch every minute and 10 minutes has passed still no sign of J-Hope. I don't want to hope too much because he might break it again. 20 minutes has passed still no J-Hope, he only has 10 minutes and if he doesn't come he knows what's coming.

I shivered at the cold wind and instantly hug myself. I should have brought a jacket. I kept rubbing my shoulders just to make a friction until I felt a pair of warm arms around me making me smile like an idiot.

"Jung Hoseok" I called out as he chuckled and engulfed me with a warm back hug.

"Sorry for making you wait Y/N" he apologized and I shook my head.

"It's fine...well to be honest, it's not really fine but it's fine" J-Hope gave me a look saying 'Are you really telling the truth?' in his face, I gave him a smile to reassure him and took his hands to make mine warm and breath on it to add more heat.

"Being you here with me alone is all I can ask for. I'm glad you kept your promise this time" I whispered and pecked his hands, he blushed and put his arms around me, his head resting on the top my head while I was resting on the crook of his neck.

"But Y/N from the bottom of my heart I'm really sorry, I'm sorry for all the things I have done to make you sad. I'm J-Hope I should make you happy not sad, you're the best—no the greatest girl I've ever met and I can't believe that I'm with the greatest girl here in my arms, I love you Y/N...I'm really sorry" J-Hope apologized and my heart flutters when he said he loves me even though I always hear it from him but it never failed to make my heart race. He remove his embrace and looked into my eyes as I look back at him.

"From this day onward I, Jung Hoseok promise to make Y/N L/N happy everyday, every single day and I promise to love you with all of my heart until my last breath" He said as I took out my pinky

"Promise?" I asks, He nodded and intertwine his pinky into mine

"I promise" He answered as I smiled widely.

He smiled a warm and shining smile making all of my surroundings warm, he lean closer and kissed my forehead.

I promise to love you until my last breath

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[edited: nov.11.17]
[edited. jan. 11.19]

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I started a vote goal since I wanted votes hehe but I'm still grateful to those who are voting and commenting in this story please keep voting! Once this imagine reach the goal I will publish the next imagine! I got this idea to jikookpie she's such a cool person! check out her stories if you're a big JIKOOK fan! She has amazing stories to offer!

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