bts imagines

Rap Monster

Namjoon's POV

I can't believe she did this to me how could she do such a thing? Why would she cheated on me? What did I do wrong? I loved, cared and trusted her for 2 years and this is what I get?! I love her so much! I can't imagine my life without her

I walked slowly in the middle of the street crying like a kid who lost his mom in the crowd but to me I lost the one whom I loved the most. The rain was pouring so hard you wouldn't be able to see a thing it felt like the rain was crying with me. The cars kept on honking at me but I didn't mind them, they should just drive me over because I really want to die right now I'm in misery, It's torturing me I don't want to feel this anymore.

A truck honked loudly at me and I stopped at my tracks as I closed my eyes and waited for the truck to hit me wanting to end the pain my heart is feeling but then suddenly someone yanks me pulling me aside preventing me to get hit by the truck, the way they pulled me was so strong making me fall in the ground and the truck passed by me. I stood up getting mad at the person who pulled me I was about to shout at them but the person suddenly slapped me so hard.

"KIM NAMJOON!! WHAT ON EARTH DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?! ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL YOURSELF?!" I recognize the voice. I looked at the person and shock to see her.

"Y/N..." I whispered, surprised to see her. I haven't hang out with her ever since I started dating Mijin. Mijin is the girl who cheated on me and the girl who ripped my heart into pieces. Y/N was my best friend when we were in high school until college and I met Mijin when we were in college and ever since then I wasn't able to hang out with Y/N.

"I-I...Y/N..You don't understand—" I tried to explain to her my situation but she cut me off.

"Explain that to me later Namjoon. I can feel you're having a hard time, let's go to my apartment it's near here, besides I don't want you to get sick. Let's go" She calmly said and took my hand as we went to her apartment.

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We're in her apartment and I just finished showering so as Y/N and no we didn't showered together. She has two bathrooms in her huge apartment and yes she is that rich to afford this kind of place.

I sat down in her comfy sofa, a towel in my head waiting for Y/N to come in her living room. Y/N came with two mugs in her hands as she sat down beside me and gave me the other mug. I took the mug and I recognize Y/N's mug, it was the one I gave her last Christmas but I wasn't able to celebrate it with her since I celebrated it with Mijin, making her all alone on Christmas day, her family was in another country and her other friends spent it with their families in their province.

"You still have that?" I pointed at the mug. She took a sip of her hot cocoa and nodded.

"Of course I still have it, I seriously love this mug and you were the one who gave it to me." She smiled and gaze at the coffee. I notice a faint blush on her cheeks and my heart just made a big thumping sound.

"So...mind telling me why you want to kill yourself?" She asked, I grip the mug tightly making the mug shake as my eyes starts to get watery and remembered the past events, she seem to notice this and put her hand in my arm making me to calmed down a bit.

"It's okay Namjoon." She softly said calming me down, I took a deep breath and started telling the story how Mijin cheated on me, I caught them at the park, she was kissing him and then she saw me she wasn't surprised or even panicked that I saw her kissing someone else when I'm her boyfriend but I was wrong she only used me and that guy was her fiance. I beg and beg at her to take me back but she refuses and said to me that she didn't and never loved me and our relationship was full of lies and walked away from me with her fiance. After telling my story Y/N sighed as she placed her mug on the coffee table and looked at me straight in the eye I know I'm doom Y/N is scary when she's angry.