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Rap Monster

Your POV

Hmmmm...I don't know why but it just came into my mind...why me?

It's not that I hate the fact that I'm Namjoon's girlfriend believe me when he ask me to be his girlfriend it was the most happiest moment of my life but I couldn't help but to think why would he pick an ordinary girl like me when he can pick a goddess? Out of all the gorgeous girls in the school why would he like me?

I searched for my boyfriend and since it's break time I know where he usually goes. It became a routine of his. I went to the music room and I was right, there he was sitting on a chair with his earphones on, writing some lyrics on his notebook which he never shows me by the way. I tapped his shoulder as he looked up and removed his headphones as he smiled showing his cute dimples, he stood up from his seat and pecked my cheek.

"Hey babe" he greeted and I greeted back then kiss his cheek.

"Namjoon I need to ask you something"I ask, he nodded gesturing me to continue

"Why did you pick me Namjoon?" I ask Namjoon and he looked confused and spoke.

"And by pick...do you mean—"

"Why did you pick me as your girlfriend?" I ask and I saw how worried and panic wash over his face. Oh my god he's getting the wrong idea.

"He-hey, you're scaring me right now, w-we're not breaking up right?" He stuttered and I only shook my head vigorously.

"NO! no no of course not! it's just that..." I trailed off and felt anxious about myself.

"That?" he said and I sigh

"That you deserve someone better than me. I don't know what you saw in me but still...you really deserve greater than a mere, simple girl" I said as I repeated my question

"Again, why did you choose me?"

Namjoon looked away and rubbed his nape, I waited and waited for his answer but it seems like he's not going to give me any answers. He looked at me as I arched an eyebrow waiting for his answer but he only smiled sheepishly.

"I think...now is not the good time for me to answer that question Y/N" He answered and smiled at me while I was only surprise.

"What? Why not now?" I ask as he leaned closer to my ear and whispered.

"It's a surprise" I felt shivers down in my spine. Is it really necessary to whisper huskily? he leaned back and winked at me, I rolled my eyes but smiled.

He walked me home while I kept forcing him to tell me the surprise he's having but he said that 'it won't be a surprise anymore if I told you silly' and I answered 'I'm a great actress I can fake a gasp and a surprised face so please tell me what it is please!' he only shook his head and chuckled and at that point I gave up. I really hate it when someone tells me something and leaving me curious. I should spy Namjoon to see if he's doing something that is connected to this 'surprise' but what if there's no surprise Nah, Namjoon is not the kind of person that would lie.

Today's the day that I'll spy on my boyfriend's every move that he makes or any weird stuffs and so far I got nothing. The whole day he was walking, talking with his friends, walking, talking, walking, reading, writing, nothing weird or anything that's connected to this 'surprise' thing. Right now, Namjoon is in the library writing some lyrics in his notebook, I'm far away from him and I'm peeking at him from the book that I'm pretending to read, he stood up and I ducked my head down as he started walking I followed him silently behind then he stopped making me stopped and I was about to hide when he suddenly spoke.