bts imagines

Jimin

Your POV

I kept glancing at the clock every minute now it's already 12:35 p.m and Jimin hasn't come home yet. I yawned and rub my eyes getting sleepy from waiting for him for too long but this wasn't the first time that this happened and I won't blame him since he's an idol and all of that he even came home around 3:00 in the morning and yes, I was still waiting for him at that time besides I have coffee to accompany me.

Jimin will always come home tired and worned-out due to their practices and hectic schedules because of his state he will eventually pass by me not saying a word, he will just gave me a tired smile or maybe a forced smile and go straight to take a shower and after that he will go to bed not minding my presence at all and the next morning I will woke up with an empty space beside me no more morning greetings, sweet morning kisses and lovely breakfast in bed, I guess our relationship will be no more as well.

I was okay at it at first thinking maybe he's just stress but this has been going for 2 and a half months now and I'm getting tired of it. I know that I should be a supportive girlfriend and I'm an ARMY too but the way he treated me is like I never existed.

I sighed as I stood up tired of this cycle and was about to go to my room to get a good sleep but I halted when I heard a shuffling noise outside. The door opened revealing the same old tired Jimin he closed the door behind him and saw me but eventually he remove his gaze from me now I'm getting frustrated at his actions. He was about to pass by me again but I held his wrist.

"Why are you doing this Jimin?" I asks softly not wanting to make him angry, he huffed and remove my hand to his wrist.

"Not now Y/N, I'm too tired for this drama" he tiredly said and rolled his eyes at me.

"I just want you to come home early. You've been in the studio for the whole day and I want to spend time with you even just a small time, that's all I'm asking for" I pleaded

"I'm doing this for my fans I have to, I'm an idol Y/N, you're a fan too right? I thought you would understand" he comment

"I know and I do understand what you're doing but working too hard can make you sick and us ARMYs doesn't want any one of you to get sick, I'm worried about you" I said crossing my arms.

"I ask for a girlfriend not a mom" Jimin groaned and rub his temple.

"Am I really your girlfriend? Doesn't seem like it" I said raising an eyebrow, he was taken a back to what I've said.

"What are you trying to say?" He asks and I sighed.

"I don't feel like your girlfriend anymore Jimin and besides you're hiding me from your fans. Are you ashame of me? Is that it? I feel like I live alone in this apartment and I'm starting to doubt your actions and excuses. I don't feel your love for me anymore Jimin, call me selfish but I want you, I need you, I love you Jimin" I said, my tears were already falling and I can't help it because of how long I endured the pain and I've held it for too long, It feels good to let it all out.

"Now let me ask you this...do you still love me?" I whispered, looking straight into his eyes. We stared at each other for a long time I thought he was answer 'yes Y/N I still love you' but...

He only looked away and left me leaving me in tears when I heard the door shut my legs gave in and I kneel down on the floor crying, my hands on my mouth making muffled and pathetic sobs. My heart aches too much, it hurts, I don't want to feel it anymore.

So this is his answer.....

I cried and cried until I got tired of it, my eyes are red and sore for crying too much. I was sitting at the couch staring into the nothingness and emptiness. It was already 2:00 in the morning and I have no intention sleeping next to him.m. So I decided to go outside and get some fresh air. I took my jacket, my phone and my black & pink (a/n: see what i did there??) earphones and went outside of the apartment.