Note of 2017

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Hi guys! So I'm here to make a not because I want to share and somehow interact with you guys through this virtual world I love to the death. Updating what's up in my life and maybe new challenges to talk about. Since you've read and seen the Poland x Reader entitled "Hollow" I am a bit more confident to say that the hole is now slowly filling up. Just praying that 2017 will be good to me.

So I am currently obsessed over this anime called Kiss Me Not Him or Watashi ga Motete Dousunda, which is a story about a fujioshi who suddenly became thin because she hasn't eaten for days or went out of her room while mourning for her favorite character who died. I'm not going to spoil other than that. I was skeptical at first because of the somewhat body shaming, but it's not really focused on the body that much. Well, sort of in a way, but I didn't really consider it too much. There are flaws everywhere, yes, but it's really good. I mean, she has no shame in telling those boys that she loves yaoi and she is overly obsessed over it. And may I mention that there is also a girl who actual has feelings for the main character and is a main suitor. Though if I had to pick among them, it would be Mutsumi. Yes, my current anime crush and love. Bless him and his gentleness. A lot of people in the fanbase prefers him over everyone else, with Nishina (the girl) as an exception. Like right off the bat, I get why people love Mutsumi. Not spoiling, but to shorten it he is such a cinnamon roll, but he can actually kill you. Give it a try. It's so relatable in many ways, trust me. DON'T FORGET TO READ THE MANGA TOO! Literally the first anime crush of the year, HA!

Anyways, I got a violin for Christmas and it's black! Yes people, my violin is black! It sounds really good too and I hope to play On Love: Eros one day. I sort of got the first part because a friend of mine loves Yuri!!! On Ice too.

Speaking of friends, it was hard for me this 2016 for friendship. I realize how blunt and oblivious I am to friendships. Sometimes I don't even notice fights within the group until they reach the point of breaking the group. Then my friend just tells me, "You really get along with everyone you know? I don't know anyone who doesn't like you." Yeah, I'm flattered, but it makes me feel smaller. She also told me her concerns towards me for my actions because I'm quoted to be "too-kind-to-everyone" and "too-generous-and-giving" which I admit is actually shown to me until I realized my calligraphy pens are all over the classroom with my water jug reaching the farthest seat from me. Everyone sees me as someone very vulnerable and hell that scares me. I think that I'm tough, but I'm actually a cinnamon roll who's just getting eaten up until I'm gone. It's sort of something I have a fear of since I seventh grade. The more I become aware of this sitiation of mine, the more I feel like an asshole to other because I don't lend them things anymore. I'm guilty, but I feel like it's selfish of me.

Anyways, enough personal talk. There's also a lot of fandoms I have joined this year. The biggest one yet, in my opinion, is BBC's Sherlock. Hell yes. I know that the new season airs today, but I have no BBC. Neverless, I don't have cable at all. I use the internet. But I spent my time binge watching Kiss Me Not Him.

Okay enough of the update, time for the challenge part. I must make you guys aware that I am a very open-minded shipper and I ship almost everything with everything. So I challenged myself to give my most positive and honest opinion about your NOTPs HAHAHA!

So comment here and I will reply on how I view that pairing. I might make a video, but I don't really have the editing stuff for it.

Auf Wiedershen for now and Happy New Year!

-Pumpkin

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