I knew you were gonna be there

Chapter 1

5 years ago
"Caroline please, we can still be together." I pleaded
"Luke please just go, in time maybe I will be able to forgive you but right now I can't even look at you. We are over, now please go" she said with tears streaming down her face.
I was such an ass, the last thing I wanted to do was hurt her and there I go hurting her.
I turned and looked at her one more time and got in my truck and headed home. I can't believe I cheated on her, and with MCKenzie of all people, the biggest whore at GSU. I was at a party at Michaels dorm and things got out of hand and the alcohol was flowing. Caroline was meeting me here after her shift at the restaurant. We had been dating for just over a year and I was going to ask her to come to Nashville with me after we graduate and I pursue my music career.
"Chug it Chug it Chug it" the guys all shouted as I downed another funnel of beer.
The room was spinning and I decided to go out to get some fresh air. That was the biggest mistake of my life.
"Hey Luke y'all feeling ok" said McKenzie
"Yeah I'm ok kinda buzzing just trying to sober up before Caroline gets here"
She came up to me and moved in closer
"You know I wouldn't mind if you were drunk" she said as she leaned in and kissed me. I didn't know what the hell I was thinking and I kissed her back, just at that I heard Caroline,
"Luke what the hell are you doing, I hate you" she said running away. That's when my world came crashing down.
"Come in Luke you can come back to mine"
"McKenzie fuck off I need to sort this I love her"
And that's why I was an ass.
I ran after Caroline but I couldn't find her, she didn't answer my calls. Two whole days went past and I heard nothing until now. Caroline came past with my stuff from her dorm. It was over. All I had left now was my music. I packed up my stuff and headed to Nashville. I would never forget that girl. One day I would get her back. Before leaving I wrote her a love song

Baby what are we becoming
It feels just like we're always running
Rolling through the motions everyday
I could lean in to hold you, or act like I don't even know you
Seems like you could care less either way
What happened to that girl I used to know
I just want us back to the way we were before

Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I, baby
Give you everything that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Baby, do I

Remember when we didn't have nothing
But a perfect simple kind of loving
Baby those sure were the days
There was a time our love ran wild and free
Now I'm second guessing everything thing I see

Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I, baby
Give you everything that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Baby, do I

Still give you what you need
Still take your breath away
Light up the spark way down deep, baby do I

Whoa,
Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I baby
Give you everything that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life

Tell me baby do I get one more try
Do I, baby do I

I just had to get my feelings down I knew we were over but I could only hope.