I sat down on my couch and kicked off my heels before turning the TV on. Nothing was worth watching but I still searched for something to entertain myself with for the time being. I had just got interested in the movie when I heard a knock at my front door.
I muted the TV before walking towards the door. I opened it and groaned at the sight.
"What are you doing here?" I asked. He looked me up and down, again, then walked in without answering my question. "Come on in."
I watched him kick off his shoes then he rid himself of his suit jacket. Clearly making himself right at home. "I can't believe you just left, Rihmeek. Now how is that going to make you look? You're doing too much." He still continued to ignore me.
Am I even here right now? Can he hear me? Am I speaking a different language?
"Rihmeek!" I yelled, finally grasping his attention. "What the hell are you doing here?"
I held his attention for a short five seconds and then he was back to staring at my body. I started to feel flustered. Not only was his gaze setting my body ablaze, it was like I could feel him touch anywhere his eyes scanned.
"Rihmeek, answer my question. People are going to question your absence. All it takes is one person finding out you're here, and them telling Eric and he'll destroy you along with your career." I said. "So" Is all he said, like jeopardizing his career didn't matter at all.
"So...what the hell are you doing here?" I felt like a broken record. "Something I should've done awhile ago." He didn't leave me anytime to think about what he said as his lips crashed onto mine, then what he said made sense. I played along for awhile. I'm not sure how long because time is of no essence while we're together. Once I realized what was going on, when the speed of things increased drastically I pulled away and exhaled loudly.
"Do you not see what you do to me, baby girl? Driving me fucking crazy." The way his pants tightened around his penis proved that was no where near a lie. "This dress...gahdamn."
The way he looked at me while saying what he said had me damn near in a puddle at his feet.
The only reason I had ground to stand upon was his so called fiancé, "I'm sure your fiancé can take care of that for you." I said while eyeing his growing erection. "If she could do you think I would be here right now?"
Honestly, I don't know whether to feel complimented or offended by that.
"I'm sure she's waiting for you.." His eyes met mine for a split second then they went right back to dancing over my body.
"Then let's make this quick." Now I was offended. I scoffed before rolling my eyes then I turned around to walk back into the living room. "Don't touch me." I knew him too well, so I was able to yank my arm away before he clasped his hand around it. "Out of everyone I know I would never picture you to be the one to say something so degrading, so...disrespectful." I said. Sure, I could have taken what he said the wrong way. He probably didn't mean any harm in saying what he did.
Still yet, my blood was boiling five degrees shy of Satan's piss.
"I need you, Nic.." I felt myself moisten (I HATE THAT WORD SO MUCH I HOPE YALL KNOW HOW UNCOMFORTABLE IT JUST MADE ME FEEL TO TYPE IT ADJSISHSB...continue) "I know you need me too." I rolled my eyes, clearly nothing about his ego has changed. "I've lived six years without it. I think I'll be okay." I lied straight through my teeth. His laugh made it clear I wasn't fooling anyone. "Take that fucking dress off."
I was so wrapped up in what he was saying I almost did as he said, but instead I turned around and decided to play along. Why not?
"Why don't you make me?" I raised my right eyebrow and he did the same. "You serious?" He questioned, slowly walking closer.
"You want it?" I asked, placing a hand on each hip, "Come get it, baby." While he walked towards me he unbuckled his belt and pulled it off, throwing it on the floor. Next he unbuttoned his shirt but didn't pull it off. I trailed by eyes down his toned upper body and admired the hard work he has clearly put in to look like that. Damn, this man in a masterpiece. A taken masterpiece. Tonight he has my name all over him though.
"Fuck" He grumbled once he made his way to me and ran his hands down my figure.
I giggled at the fact nothing about this was quick. I appreciated him taking his time though, because I'm no where near prepared for whatever he has planned tonight.
"This pussy still mine?" He asked. My mouth went dry and although I tried to answer him I just couldn't. Not many are blessed to know, but Robert Rihmeek William's translates into sex God in some language, I'm sure of it.
He pulled my hair hard causing me to moan as he licked my neck up to my jaw line and to my ear where he whispered, "I didn't hear you."
"Uh-huh" I whined, placing my hands on his naked stomach. "Why you been giving it up to that bitch ass then?" He asked followed by slapping my ass. He let go of my hair and I flung my head against his chest, out of breath already. "Fuck" I swore as he squeezed my ass and brought my body inseparably close to his.
"Baby.." I heard a woman say and we pulled apart quickly. "Robert where are you?"
I narrowed my eyebrows at him as he signaled for me to be quite. "Baby," She repeated, "It's cold out here." I leaned my head to the side as I put two and two together. "What's this bitch doing at my house?" I didn't bother following his lead. I said that shit loud and proud.
"Don't tell me to be quiet," I said once he sternly put a finger to his lips, "I want to meet her." I quickly walked past him and started to open the door then...
I jumped up clinging my hand to my chest in attempt to keep my heart from jumping out of it. I heard a knock and realized that was what woke me from my sleep, and my crazy ass dream. I stood up and grabbed my robe to cover my naked body.
I walked downstairs and towards the door.
Like déjà vu I opened the door and there he stood. I was five seconds away from shutting the door in his face when he asked me to wait.
"What do you want? You better answer me, boy, cause I'll break ya damn foot." I said looking down at his foot that was blocking me from shutting the door. "I just need a few minutes to explain. Can I come in?" He asked.
I looked him up and down then sighed in defeat. "You're alone, right?" I asked, peeking behind him to check for myself.
"Who else would-" He stopped talking when I'm guessing he realized who I was referring to.
I felt him place a hand on my arm nearly causing me to jump out of my skin, "Don't touch me!" He looked at me strange but didn't say anything. "You just wake up?" He asked.
I nodded my head before shutting the door and walking towards the kitchen. "We can talk in the kitchen." I said, so he wouldn't take it upon himself to do anything slick, like sitting on my couch. "Want anything to drink?" I offered.
He shook his head, "I'm fine."
"Okay, get to talking," I said motioning my hand for him to get on with it, "They're going to notice you're missing and things are going to look suspicious to Eric, us both leaving."
He sighed before running a hand over his face.
"First off, I apologize for tonight. I was doing too much. You just looked really good tonight and it's been a minute since I've been...that close to you." He said, eyeing my body again while he said the last part. I wrapped my arms around my midsection and leaned against the counter. "It's fine." It felt good to know he still had enough respect for me to apologize. Not that he had to, because I didn't mind.
"As for my fiancé, she doesn't exist." I choked on my spit but I played it off like I was clearing my throat. "But I do have a girlfriend."
I gave my best poker face while nodding my head. So he doesn't have a fiancé...yet. Great!
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I really am. I never knew when to tell you though. I was so angry at you when I first seen you that I wanted to keep it a secret out of spite, but then after you told me about our son I didn't know what to do. I just didn't want to loose-" I put my hand up signaling for him to stop talking. I walked around to where he was sitting and took a seat beside him. "I'll never keep him from you, Rihmeek." His face softened when I spoke and I blushed at the sight. "He is our son, meaning he is just as much yours as he is mine. As long as you're good to him I'll never keep him from you, no matter the circumstances between us. I'll never deny him the right to know his father either. He comes first, always. I know you know that." He didn't say anything. He just sat there smiling at me. "So...don't ever worry about that again okay?" I said, looking away because the way he was staring at me started to make me feel uncomfortable.
"You amaze me, you know that?" Once he spoke I made eye contact with him again.
"Whys that?" He shook his head before tucking my hair behind my ear. "That's not what I meant, but you're such an amazing woman, mother, friend...lover, you just amaze me."
I narrowed my eyebrows, "Didn't mean what?" I asked, confused. "I knew you wouldn't keep Rich away from me. I know you're not that type of person." I still didn't understand what he was saying. I started to ask before he spoke up,
"I meant, I didn't want to loose you."
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A/N
The first part was a dream. If you didn't know, now you know.
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