To Fix You (Mafias Series # 2) - RAW/UNEDITED

TFY 34: My Painful Past

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I was walking into the lobby when I saw a familliar person. I walk faster. Sinalubong ko siya. Mukhang namukhaan naman niya ako kaagad kaya tumigil ito.

"Bakit ka nandito?" I furrowed my brows when I asked him. Hindi naman ito nakasagot agad. Nagiwas siya ng tingin sa akin. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang sanhi ng hindi niya pagsagot sa akin at pag iwas niya ng tingin

"I talked to Nyda.." he said in a low voice. With the face I see. I had a hunch. His face is full of guilty that I immediately figured out what's making him like that

"Sinabi mo?" I bravely asked. Hindi ko alam kung anong mararamdaman ko nang tumango ito.

Napahilamos ako sa mukha ko. It felt like my whole world is starting to fall. Nakaramdam ako ng inis, I hasten my walk and grab his collar. "Sana hinayaan mo na ako ang nagsabi!" I bawled. Nakaigiting ang panga niyang tumingin sa akin.

He held my hand trying to release it. "She has the every right to know. Wala ka namang balak sabihin sa kanya ng una palang diba? "

"But Still-"
"Tama na yan." Napatigil kami ng boses na iyon

Para akong naduwag at hindi ko nagawang tumingin sa kanya. I unhand Ron. Padabog naman siyang lumayo sa akin

"Makakaalis ka na Ron." Saad ni Nyda sa kanya. Ron walked out and I was left with her. I tried to look at her. Her face is marked of hard cries. Her eyes is swollen and I could feel her hard breathes.

I walk few steps to her. "Umalis ka na. Wag na wag ka nang magpapakita sa akin kahit kailan."

I paused. Nasaktan ako sa sinabi niya. Bakas sa tono ng boses nito ang galit at lungkot niya. "Nyda Let me explain."I attempted to hold her hands but she pulled it away

"Get out of my sight. Get out from my life." She tried to calm her voice.

Namuo ang mga luha ko sa mata. Napalunok ako dahil sa pagpigil ko ng pagluha ko. I hurted her.

"Pwede mo ba akong pakinggan muna?"Pagmamakaawa ko sakanya. Hinawakan ko ang mga kamay niya. To stop her from walking away. Pero nagpumiglas siya at kumalas mula sa pagkakahawak ko

"I had enough of your secrets. I had enough of your past." She said firmly.

"You still have to hear my part please... Marami akong sasabihin sayo Nyda. "I begged her.

"5 years almost 5 years. Wala kang sinabi Luke. " naluluhang umiling iling ito. "You never had the intention to tell me all about it. "

"I'm so sorry Nyda. Pero wala akong choice." I cupped her cheeks but she hold my hands "You had choice Luke. And You chose to hurt me. " she awfuly said as she let go of my hands.

It was like something struck me inside. The guilt the pain and my decisions. Hindi ako makapagsalita. She was right. Pinili kong hayaan siya. Pinili kong isuko ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya. At higit sa lahat paulit ulit ko siyang sinaktan

Ganun na nga ba ako kaduwag? Maybe what they say was right. I am worthless. I don't deserve someone like her. I am not capable of loving her. Hindi ako sapat para punan ang pagmamahal na ibinuhos ni Nyda sa akin.