To Fix You (Mafias Series # 2) - RAW/UNEDITED

TFY 30: I'm Tired of

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Found and Married (Jake)
A Beautiful Temptation (Tyron)

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Nagkausap kami ng mejo matagal ng tunay kong Ina. Hindi ko nga lang masabi sa kanya na anak niya ako. Mukhang hindi pa ako handa. Sa tuwing mag aattempt akong magsabi sa kanya ng salitang 'Mama'ay naiiyak ako.

She wasn't even able to remember she has a daighter.

Nakatingin lang ako sa pagsara ng pintoan ng kwarto kung nasaan si Mama. Sa tingin ko naman ay maayos siyang inalagaan rito. Malinis naman siya at hindi magulo gaya ng ibang pasyente.

"Gusto mo bang umuwi ng bahay o sa unit mo?" Nilapitan ako ni Tyron ng tuluyan akong humakbang palayo ng pintoan.

I'll definitely visit her again

"Sa Unit ko muna. I can't go home." Huminga ako ng malalim at nag angat ng titig kay Tyron. Malungkot ang mga mata nito. I know he is feeling bad for me. Despite of what happened. Hindi naman ako sinukuan ni Kuya. Masakit nga lang ang pagtatago nito ng katotohanan

Katotohanang sumira ng buhay ko.

"Mom is worried. Even Dad. Mom misses you so much. Alam mo namang paborito ka ni mommy kaysa sa akin diba? Just call her and tell you are fine." He tugged my hair at placed it on my back. Like I'am a Highschool Teen.

"I will. Tell her I'm Okay."I affirms to him. He nods and lead me to walk away from the lobby.

"Thank You. For letting me see her."

Naramdaman ko ang bigla niyang pagtahimik. Kaya naman tumingin ako sa kanya. Parang ang layo layo ng tingin niya. Hindi ko tuloy alam lung narinig nga ba niya ang sinabi ko

"It's Luke." I halted.

"It's Luke who found your mother. I opened an Investigation. But if it wasn't for Luke. Hindi mo siya nakita." Pagpapaliwanag naman nito. He stares at me but I pulled away.

Hindi ko alam kung anong nararamdaman ko. At ano ang gusto kobg maramdaman sa pagkasabi ni Kuya. It was unlike how he used to talk about Luke.

"Look." Hinawakan niya ako sa braso at ipinihit paharap sa kanya.

"I know you are avoiding him. But he cares for you. "

"I know. I don't hate him. But I need space. Things became so difficult that I don't know what I am feeling anymore."

"Feeling what? Are you talking about what you feel for him?" He asks. Focusing only at me. Like he is very concern in the next words I might say.

Why is he acting like this anyway? Tyron would walk out whenever I tell him about How I feel for Luke. He wouldn't want to listen.

"I don't wanna talk about that." I replies to him as I continue walking.

Ang weird na ng mga tao ngayon.

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"Sabi ko gusto kita." Napayuko ako. Naramdaman ko ang mga titig ni Tristan sa akin. Na para bang sinisilip ang kabuuan ng mukha ko.