Bits and Pieces

Chapter 74

People started dancing as I walked to the hallway to the bathroom but that's when Harry came and stopped me and grabbed me dragging me to the corner.

I knew he wanted to talk about last night but that's the thing I don't want to talk about it, because talking about it will only make it worst.

We stopped as he looked deep into my eyes.

"You wanna talk about last night, talk" I took my arms from his grip.

He came closer, inches from my lips "That's the thing Amara I don't know what to do, say, or think. All I know is that right now I wanna rip your clothes right here on the hall and throw you in one of these rooms and kiss every square inch of your body while a bunch of people that walks by listening wishing they were us... but that's probably a bad idea, right?"

I breathed in

"Amara lets go, it's time for the bouquet toss" Saffron came and pulled me from Harry

I went as everyone was waiting to fight for the bouquet, I just stood there. Blair tossed it and one girl caught it as they all cheered for her.

I walked around remembering Harry's conversation, more like sex talk I laughed to myself I looked through the opened door seeing Harry outside.

I went and sat next to him, I looked at him and he was looking at the stars

"Hey"

"Hi" he was still looking up

"Hey look at me" I grabbed his chin softly so he is looking at me now "Listen, I Know we're in a weird place right now-"

"Dance with me" He cut me off

"What's the point Harry, we're never going to be them" I gestured at Blair and Liam as they danced inside

"Maybe, but I wouldn't change us. not if it meant losing what we have"

"And what do we have Harry, you tell me?" I looked at him pleading for an answer

"Tonight. so shut up and dance with me"

I smiled at his words and stood up taking his hands, we walked back inside to the dance floor and danced as I rest my head on his shoulders.

"Is that Logan" Harry whispered

I looked at him then to where he was looking and it was "Logan" I smiled and ran to him hugging him

~Harry's P.O.V~

seeing her talking to him reminded me what Louis said.

I walked to the corner and took a seat, no one was in this area, I just kept on looking at them. I don't know why but something is wrong, something is-

"Harry" I looked at the voice and it was Louis.

I frowned and stood up to hit him "What are you doing here, how are you out of jail" I asked him

"You should know how powerful I am by now" he smirked

"I don't care, get out of here or I'll call the police"

"Relax" he threw his hands for surrendering "let's chitchat a bit ay!" Louis said "How does Amara feels about that by the way, unable to stop your anger by hitting every person who pisses you off" he then came closer to me "I know for a fact she hates the aggressive kind of a guy"

"She has met me; she knows impulse control is not my strong suit" I said holding myself not to kill him right now

"Still, must be hard to keep up with Logan" I frowned looking at him "Now that's love"

"What do you know about love" I spat

"I know that you're in love with Amara, but I think you're afraid of what's going to happen in the future. Personally I don't see a fairy tale ending for you" He smirked "All I see is Logan and Amara, I think you see the same thing" He looked behind me as I followed his gaze.

Amara and Logan were dancing and she seemed happy. I felt my hand form a fist then I looked back at Louis but he was already gone.

I walked to Amara and Logan "Hey Harry, long time no-" with that I just connected my fist with his face

"HARRY" Amara screamed at me

I was in shock; I can't believe I did that.

He's right. Louis is right, she's better off without me and all my crazy life.

I walked out of the church knowing that Amara was following me, I stopped my pace and looked at her

"I'm bad Amara, I'm bad for you. so why would've you run away from me as far as humanly possible"

She frowned "Because I love you Harry, because I choose you" she stepped closer "and because I stand by my choice"

"And now I'm choosing" I said as she heard these words come out of my mouth she stepped back "and I'm choosing to let you go"

"What! No Harr-" She said more like a whisper from the shock

"I'm choosing to not have to think of how you must feel every time some ghost comes from the past to our lives. I'm choosing to relieve you from having to defend me for every awful thing I ever done" I stepped back

"Stop acting like I'm perfect, Harry I've done some horrible things too" she came closer to me

"STOP DEFENDING ME" she stepped back from how loud I was "I won't change who I am... I can't" I took a deep breath "But I refuse to change you" I said as I left her there and went to search for my car.