To Fix You (Mafias Series # 2) - RAW/UNEDITED

TFY 26: Memories Of A Broken Heart

"Still. I need to see her." Pinihit ko ang door knob para makapasok ako. Nakita ko namang sumunod sa akin si Tyron

I glances at Nyda who is like amaze of staring at the glass windows. Nakahiga pa ito at may bondage sa ulo.

"I said I don't want to see any of you." Napatigil ako sa paglapit sa kanya ng bigla siyang magsalit ng pabalang. My heart skips a beat when Nyda turns her eyes to see me.

She's alive and moving. She has scars and bondage but still she looks beautiful.

"I-I just want to see if you are okay." I stammer. Hindi ako makapaniwala nang inirapan ako nito at nag alis ng titig. Like she is seeing a stranger that she doesn't care.

"I told you." Bulong sa akin ni Tyron.

Hinigit ko ang balikat ni Tyron palayo sa kinaroroonan namin.

"Don't tell me wala siyang maalala?" Nagaalalang tanong ko kay Tyron.

"Doctor said she is in the state of Trauma. Dahil sa aksidente. But she can recall what happened before the accident. Wala siyang amnesia."

"And what was that?"

"She hates us. Diba malinaw sayo?"

Hindi ko alam kung bakit nadismaya akong Wala siyang amnesia. Marahil ay nasasaktan ako dahil galit siya sa akin. Maybe I have the desire to completely erase all the pains I have given to her. Maybe I wanna start again. I stares at her while I'm here. My heart was relieved when she woke up. My heart loves and still longing for her.

"I take back what I promised to you." Napatingin sa akin si Tyron "4 years ago, I promised Lalayuan ko siya. I kept my promise till now. But I have to break it now." I says firmly. Kumunot ang mga noo ni Tyron. Like pleading me to continue.

"Pipigilan mo ang kasal?"He arcs his brows. "Hindi ko lang pipigilan. I will totally destroy that." Matapang kong saad.

"And I need you on my side." bago pa man siya makapagsalita ay inunahan ko siya. I don't know if he is somewhat amuses or he's not believing me.

A few seconds of silence has passed. Hindi ako inimik ni Tyron.

"I'll stay. You can go home." I walk pass him and taps his shoulder.

"I am." I halted. Tumingin ako sa kanya "You have my word." He assures. I watch him as he open the door and walk out from this room.

Samantala nang binaling ko ang tingin ko kay Nyda at bumabangon ito pero para siyang nahihirapan.

I rushed to help her. I held her back and I put some pillow on her back.

"Do you need something." Napansin ko ang pagtahimik nito bigla. Na hindi man lang nag abalang mag pasalamag o kahit Hmm o anong tunog hindi niya ginawa

"I'm Fine." Mataray na sabi nito nang hindi man lang niya ako tinitignan.

"I'll stay here. You can ask me if you need anything." I say as I walk away from her and head towards the couch but I heard her talk. "Hindi ko kailangan ng kasama."

"I don't have your permission to stay." Kinuha ko ang magazine and I settle my buty in the couch. Mula rito ay kitang kita ko ang bugnuting mukha ni Nyda.

"I thought of just dying. But I'm alive." Palihim akong tumingin kay Nyda while I am pretending to read the magazine.

"Di ka marunong magpakamatay." Kunwari ay walang gana ang pagsagot ko. I scan the pages like I into reading it. But honestly my whole atention was to her. Like my ears are very excited of the next words she might say.

"Do you usually read that?" Napansin ko ang pagbaling niya ng titig sa akin. Kaya naman Tinignan ko ang magazine na parang interesado ako sa binabasa ko

"Yes. I love reading Magazines."

"Nang nakabaliktad?" Hindi makapaniwalang saad ni Nyda. Napatingin ako sa magazine na nakabaliktad pala. Agad kong iniayos ito.

"Tristan. I really need to be alone." Napansin ko ang pagiging seryoso ng boses ni Nyda. I stares at her. Pero nasa bintana ang tingin niya na para bang ang layo ng iniiisip niya.

"Kapag nakikita kita nasasaktan lang ako lalo kaya please. Stay away from me. I don't want to see you anymore."

Nailapag ko ang hawak kong magazine sa mesa at sinuri ang buong mukha ni Nyda. Nasaktan ako aminado ako. I can't blame her for that. Ipinagtabuyan ko rin siya ng hindi mabilang na beses. No wonder magsasawa siya sa akin. That was what I want. Pero parang bakit ayaw ko na? Parang guguho ang mundo ko kapag nakarinig pa ako ng rejection. I stand up. Maybe I will just talk to her some other time.

"I'll comeback tomorrow." Sabi ko rito. I started walking when she talk

"If you want to help me. Then stay away from me. Hayaan mo na ako Luke. Gusto na kitang kalimutan. "

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