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twenty nine

jeonww: minsun

jeonww: we need to talk

songms: what about

jeonww: remember when you told about that bad feeling

songms: yeah...

jeonww: when did you start having the feeling

oh shit.

songms: around the time of the taehyun thing

jeonww: okay... but more specifically? what part of that day??

songms: uh it was after taehyun got taken by the cops

jeonww: was it when i said i love you

how did he know?

songms: yeah..

jeonww: wow

jeonww: why didn't you tell me that

songms: i didn't want you to be upset 

songms: i should've told you

songms: you could've actually helped me figure it out

songms: i'm sorry

jeonww: do you actually love me, minsun?

songms: yes, of course

songms: i know this feeling has nothing to do with my feelings for you

jeonww: do you ... still have any feelings for taehyun

and then it clicked. 

i figured out why i felt how i did.

it wasn't because i had feelings for taehyun.

it wasn't because i was unsure of my feelings for wonwoo.

it was because when taehyun and i started dating, he confessed his feelings for me as fast as wonwoo did.

when it happened, i felt strange about it, but i just told him i loved him and carried on.

but then our relationship went downhill. and he started acting weird, and drinking and getting high. and then he ended up cheating.

we all know what happened after that. 

i was just scared. scared that the same would happen with wonwoo.

jeonww: so is that a yes?

songms: no, wonwoo

songms: of course not

songms: i only have feelings for you

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