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twenty seven

i should be happy that he said he loves me, right? 

but i had a bad feeling in my gut. 

"wonwoo..."

"i-i'm sorry. i shouldn't have said that. i'm just...i got carried away." he slowly started to get out of my bed.

i grabbed a hold of his wrist to stop him, sitting up a little. 

"wait, wonwoo, i'm sorry. i was just... caught off guard." 

he turned to look at me before pulling away from me. "no it's fine. i really shouldn't have. it's too soon."

"no, wonwoo. it's okay. you told me your feelings. that's totally okay. i just... wasn't expecting it." i got out of the bed as he started walking out of my room.

"min, you don't have to lie, i know it's too soon. can we stop talking about it?"

i followed him out of the room. "no, we can't," i grabbed onto his wrist again, pulling him towards me. "i love you too."

he shook his head slightly as he looked down into my eyes. "minsun, it's okay. you shouldn't say that when you don't mean it."

before he could pull away, i pulled his face down to mine, connecting our lips. 

"i do mean it. i was just surprised." i spoke softly once i disconnected from him. 

his hands rested on my hips. "i don't know," his voice sounded uneasy. "are you sure? it's soon."

i smiled at him as i wrapped my arms around his neck. "i'm sure." i nodded slowly. "we just started dating, but we've been talking for a while. i'm sure of my feelings."

a smile ran across his face as he pressed his lip to mine as he pulled my body closer. 

while i was sure that i loved him, i still had a bad feeling in my gut.

maybe it wasn't actually about wonwoo.

maybe it was.

i just wanted it to go away.

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