Captured by Love

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I know walking with deep thoughts is pretty dangerous but I can't clip the wings of my mind from flying and this is all because of that instagram post.

I swear to God I hate whoever sorts the discover photos in instagram, nakikita mo tuloy ang mga bagay na hindi mo dapat makita. Like my ex-bestfriend and my ex-boyfriend looking so in love together. Those damn bastards! Super X! X! X! X! Talaga sila sakin, markadong markado with a ultra mega permanent black marker on their faces. Tss.

"Forever my ass. That douche will only cheat on you like he did to me! Or  magsasawa ka and will look for another boyfriend of  your bestfriend to snatch! Such a b!!" Iritang irita ako, I can't believe ilang months palang after the breakup tapos may pagpost na sila? Walang delicadeza. At yung ibang tao naman na akala ko friends ko tuwang tuwa, I don't get them! Paano nilang nagagawang i-cheer ang relationship out of a broken one? I bet kung mangyari sa kanila yun they'll be pissed to death too. I don't even care kung nagmahal lang sila, well nasaktan lang din ako so they better accept my wrath.

Pero....they looked so happy in that photo parang mas lalo nila akong gustong patayin kasi masaya sila. #LoveWins ganern? Eh ateng stop searching for their accounts kasi so it won't show on your discover photos. Alter ego, you are so not helping me right now. So stfu please. Okay. Thanks!

"Leche!" I was so engrossed with my bitterness di ko napansin na napalakas pala ang boses ko. Tumingin ako sa paligid it's a good thing maaga pa at nakapasok na ko sa classroom, surely wala pang tao. Who goes to school 0630 am when your classes starts 0730 am right? Uhm, you? I said shut up alter ego. Okay.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

"Ang aga mo naman mabadtrip ate." Who-the-fuck! I felt like my heart went out of my chest when a guy voice suddenly spoke, as in out of nowhere lang? Saan siya galing when I looked around wala pa namang tao?

"Kanina pa ako dito, I was sleeping. " He answered as if reading my mind, I felt my cheeks burning. Shit sobrang nakakahiya.

"Uhm, sorry. Nagising pa kita." I said awkwardly without looking at him, kumuha agad akong ng upuan na malayo sa kanya at nakatalikod para di ko makita kung anong itsura niya at vice versa.

I swear Maria and Gian, kasalanan niyo to! Arrgh! I bit my lips and curled my fist.

"Kakatapos lang ng training namin and I didn't get enough sleep so patulog muna here ah? Silence please sana." Sabi niya habang humihikab, he sounded not serious pero dahil badtrip ako it sounded different to me.

Ang yabang din ng isang to, I don't care. Classrooms are for learning not for sleeping you idiot! Gosh, I swore enough for 2 weeks. I'm so sorry Lord, I'm just so....mad right now. Without thinking I got up from my seat and was about to step out of the classroom when I heard him speak again.

"Di ka naman kailangang lumabas." That's it. I told you I'm in no mood. Tinignan ko siya with my resting bitch face on.

"I need to step out kasi may naiwan ako at hindi dahil sayo. And please, this room is for learning not sleeping." I said, very flips hair moment for me pero mas lalo akong nairita when I saw his expression. Nakatingin lang siya sakin with an odd look. He finds me amusing? or what. Who is this guy anyway? Napaisip tuloy ako kung tama ba ang classroom na napasukan ko. Shit baka ako pala mali, sobrang nakakahiya yun. Ernestine keep calm.

Hindi ko na siya inantay magsalita or gumalaw man lang, mukha siyang timang nakatingin lang sakin with a silly smile. Umalis na ko ng room na yun. What a way to start my morning! Bakit ko ba kasi naisipan pumasok ng maaga at bakit ba kasi hindi sumasagot ng phone si May hindi tuloy ako makapasok sa kwarto niya.