They dont know about us

Connor is so romantic

chapter 17

yesterday was really amazing Connor gave me a promise ring with a letter and a month full of roses it was so romantic i wanted to tell Ricky that i told Connor about my youtube chanel but i knew it would be wrong cause Connor would find out and he will yell at me but i didn't care Ricky is my Best guy friend and he can't control me.

To: Rickle da Pickle

I told Connor about my Chanel! He didn't really care about it

~Bethany

From: Rickle da Pickle

that really sucks Bethers wanna come over we can watch a movie Con isn't here we can cuddle

To: Rickle da Pickle

I'm still in my PJ's and i have no make up on

~Bethany

From: Rickle da Pickle

who cares the other boys are sleeping or going out to Starbucks I'll tell the boys to get a extra coffee for you okay?

To:Rickle da Pickle

Fine I'll be there in a few ttly :-*

From:Rickle da Pickle

Okay see ya soon :-*

I got out of bed smiling "aye why are you so smiley this morning?" yawns Katie "I'm going to Rickys" i said getting my cloths and my shower bucket "oh okay dose Connor know about you are Ricky's secret?" she asked brushing her hair "no he dosen't know and don't tell him" i snapped "okay okay i wont tell him" she said "good, I am going to take a shower" i said "Okay have fun" she said "yeah yeah yeah" i said laughing walking out the door bumping into a boy "Oh I'm sorry i-" i said looking up "Oh Ricky sorry" i said brushing my hair out of my face "its okay, where r u going?" he asked me "taking a shower" i said "oh I'll wait here" he said kissing me again on the lips i thought i was dreaming but it wasn't God damnit "I'll be quick okay?" i said "okay, the guys will be back soon i want some cuddle time with you" he said.

I was getting back to the room when Katie was coming out of the room "hey girl where r u going this morning?" i asked her "going on a date" she said skipping past me i have a weird roomie i thought going inside my room "hey Ricky" i said "hey Bethers" he says walking up behind me "let me do  my  make up" i said "okay i will let you be" he says chilling on my bed taking pictures of me "really Rick really" i said laughing "yes Beth really" he said mocking me i roll my eyes "are you done yet?" he said "yes lets go" i said.

I want to tell Connor but i can't it'll crush him like stones on paper thin glass.

when we got to the O2L house while Ricky was holding my hand and i was smiling up at him when he opened the door "Ricky your back with Connor's girlfriend" says Trevor looking at me i glare at him "well Ricky can i talk you for a second" said Trevor "sure bro" says Ricky following him to the kitchen "Beth why are you cheating on Connor? your perfect for each other" said Sam sadly "i know its just that me and Ricky kissed last night" i confessed sitting on the floor "you kissed Ricky?" gasped the guys "hey he kissed me and me and Ricky are really close so we just ya know tried it" i said "tried what?" asked Connor walking in the door "oh ummm" i said "tried macaroons" says Jc "yeah macaroons" i said "Beth, are you going to tell Connor what you did yesterday" said Trevor "yeah, i have to right?" i confessed looking at Ricky "Connor look me and Ricky kissed when Ricky drove me home and i know it was a mistake and-" Connor cut me off saying what i knew he was going to say in my dream "unsubscribe to me delete my number unfollow me every social medias i can't see you anymore, i'm sorry" says connor

I looked at him in  horror "fine if you don't want to see me anymore i will lock my door as well so you can't see me anymore, bye connor" i said tears streaming down my face ruining my eye liner and masara "i hope your happy Connor" scowls the guys when i ran out the door "hey it's not my fault" says Connor "well Beth had a nightmare about you saying what you said to her, that's horrible and she was one of our fans Con, now she'll tweet our fans saying how douche you are and she said she messed up this is her second time having a boyfriend" said Kian. "Well she didn't have to cheat on me" said Connor "she said we messed up con" added Ricky "well you didn't have to kiss my girlfriend Ricky" snapped Connor

i was lessening to there arguing making me cry even more than it should have... why dose this happen to me again ugh Connor is a  dough bag i hope he and that girl be happy together, i knew Connor was with that girl i saw it on IG ugh you know what i am glad that me and Ricky kiss yesterday night. I mean yes i felt gulty after wards but i like Ricky more than a friend now but what ever i need sometime to get over him. Eating ice cream and stuff like that. I was walking home that night i was done with O2L now i have more OTPs i can be in love with.

boys are the worst! expecily  O2L boys