They dont know about us

Falling for you all over again

chapter 15

I was sitting on Connor's lap in his room singing to myself then he looked at me, "What?" i said "I am falling for you hard everyday" he confesses "what?" i said "I am falling you hard everyday, you make my life complete" he said again i blinked "you-" i got cut off  by Jc irrupting us "Connor someones here to see your ass" says Jc "Okay I'll be right down" says Connor picking me up "I'll be right back Babe" he says kissing my forehead and walked out. I sat there waiting listing to their conversations "Hey Connor, I havn't seen you in forever! how you been?" it sounded like a girl "you too, Meredith" says Connor

"So, Jc how's you and Jen doing" she asked "we are doing fine" Jc says "thanks" i think she turned to face Connor, "so Connor, got anyone special? Girlfriend" she said "yes, i have some one very special to me, the love of my life" he says "awh that's sweet, what's her name?" she asked "her name is Bethany" he says "pretty name for a pretty girl i hope" she said "shes more that beautiful, more like perfect" he says and i blush while i was reading one of Connor's Books which he lets me read

"Why are you here?" asked Sam "i wanted to visit my fave boys" says Mere i think i am not going to like her i thought "so where's your girlfriend?" she asked do not come in i'm reading "she's up stairs" he says "thanks, I'll head up then" she said closer to Connor's Room "knock knock" she said smiling "hi, I'm Mere" she says "Hi, I'm Bethany" i said smiling continue reading "what book are you reading?" she asked me "makeup" i said "oh your into makeup?" she asked me sitting on Connor's bed "yeah, I am starting a youtube chanel soon" i confessed "that's existing" excalimed Mere "yeah, i am exitied" i said continued to read "does Connor know?" she asked me "No connor don't know" i said "you should" she said walking out.

I got up from the floor and went downstairs "hey there's Mrs. Franta" teased Jc "oh shut up" i said "oooo she wants to be Mrs.Franta" teased Jc "okay that dose it" i said tackling him "ahhhhhhhhhhhh! Connor your whify is on me get her off" says Jc "nah i'm good" says Connor walking away "hehe, Connor don't like you you have been replaced by me" i said getting up "no Connor loves me" says Jc running to Connor. "Connor, Beth is being mean to me" he says "no im not" i said Connor put his arm around me

"I better go Connor" i said "I'll drive you" says Ricky "thanks Ricky" i said i feel more comfortable with Ricky more than the other members of O2L when we got to his car I told him about my plain about making a chanel "that sounds like a awesome idea beth" he tells  me "really you think?" i said in shock "yeah you are really good with makeup and DIY projects i think you'll do great trust me" he said touching my arm my heart started to race i don't want to like Ricky but i think i do i think "well thank you for the ride Ricky" i said "your welcome" he said looking into my eyes and looking at my lips.

the moment i knew his lips where on mine. i felt sparks running threw my body he pulled away and we smiled "wow" we said together "well... ugh bye Bethany" says Ricky "yeah bye Ricky"  i said walking in my dorm "what a night" i said to myself "Beth your back! how was your night?" asked Kat "wonderful, i think i don't know me and Ricky kissed Mereidith and me are friends Connor don't know that im starting a youtube chanel everything's perfect" i said "whoa... you and Ricky... kissed? how was it?" she asked me "I dont know it was awesome i think but i don't know if i like Ricky in that way tho" i said hopping on my bed charging my phone.

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It's a new semester which means new people to talk and to get to know. I walked to my new classes (photogerphy) and I sat next to this girl who looked nice "Hi, I'm Bethany" i said sitting next to her "don't sit here" she mumbled "Oh, your saving it for someone?" i asked "no, i don't like cheerful bitches like you" she growled "okay, i'll sit somewhere else" i said walking away and sitting in front "shit i forgot my camera" i said to myself.

Here's the thing i never forget something in my hole intire life. I was so nervous so i asked the prfessor when class is not started yet "sure go a head class didn't start yet" he said motioning me to go "thank you" i said walking out of my class i started to run to my dorm unlock the door and get my Camera Connor's old one he gave it to me when i said i wanted to be a photogapher. I finally got to my class "sorry i took so long" i said sitting down "It's fine your just in time" said the Perfessor

"You can show us what pictures you took" he said "okay but i dont think they are any good" I confessed "that's okay, your just learning" he says to me taking my camera "wow these are beautiful" he said "really? my boyfriend helped me wih some" i said "may i speek to your boyfriend?" he asked "uhhh... why" i asked creeped out "cause i want him to teach you how to take pictures and how you can edit them" he says "oh, I'll give him a call after this" i said sitting back down.

i got back to my dorm flopping on the bed texting Connor that my teacher wanted him to teach me how to edit and stuff... But i didn't tell Connor about me and Ricky kissed yesterday night i can't lose Connor. He's my life i am falling for him everyday if i lose him i dont know what i would do with out him :)