My Possessive Hunk Husband (Possessive Series #1) #Wattys2016Winner

HASHTAG // FORTY-SEVEN: #AmINotEnough?

Hashtag // Forty-Seven: #AmINotEnough?

Avery's POV

"Uh, Xian.." Raven cleared his throat after saying Xian's name.

Katherine was now hugging Xian on her arms while kissing his cheek.

"Pretty lady, this is my mommy Kath." Xian weakly said and smiled to me. "She will soon be the wife of Daddy Dee so I will now have a family! Yey!" Xian clapped his hands after saying that.

Hindi agad ako nakapagsalita sa sinabi ni Xian. Naramdaman ko ang paghawak ni Raven sa aking kamay. As I look at him, he was about to say something to Xian.

"Raven, please.." Nagmamakaawa ang mukha ni Katherine nang sinabi niya iyon. She was looking straight at Raven's eyes. It's as if she was pleading Raven not to say what he wants to say. The young guy was just looking at us with his big, curious eyes.

"Diba po? You'll be my real daddy na and not just my daddy doctor when you and mommy will get married? Diba Daddy Dee?" He innocently said that when Raven did not respond.

Hindi agad nakasagot si Raven.

He looked at me as if asking what to say. Katherine's eyes were trailed on the floor. She couldn't look at us.

I closed my eyes tightly.

Tsaka marahang tumango. This time, I don't want to be selfish. I won't think of myself alone because there are also other people who needs Raven.

"What do you mean, baby?" He touched my waist and pulled me closer.

"Just.. Say yes, Raven. For Xian.." I said firmly.

Katherine looked at me, surprised at what I've said. This is not for you, Katherine. This is for your child.

"But Av, the child will continue hoping for it—"

I cupped his face, and smiled at him. "Ngayon lang naman, by." I gave him a genuine smile.

He slowly nodded.

"Yes Xian, I can be your Daddy." Tila napipilitang sagot ni Raven sa tanong ni Xian kanina.

At sinong Mommy? Fuck. Of course si Katherine.

Di ko kayang isipin.

"OKAY NA BA TO, LUIS?" Tanong ko habang nakangiting humaharap sa kanya.

I am currently changing my dress now because Raven and I will be going to have our first real date as "husband and wife."

Marami-rami kaming dapat pag-usapan. We weren't able to talk about what had happened in the past during the past month.

"Ang ganda mo na nga, e." Plain na sabi niya habang naglalaro sa kanyang iPad.

Pinaningkitan ko siya ng mata tapos inagaw ko ang pinaglalaruan niya.

"Hindi mo pa nga ako tinitingnan tapos sasabihin mong maganda na ako. Don't me, Luis! Don't me." Piningot ko ang tainga niya dahilan para mapa-sigaw siya sa sakit.

"Aray naman, Bams! Ang sakit! Ang sakit sakit.. Sobrang sakit na.." Biglang lumungkot at humina ang boses niya na para bang pasan niya ang lahat ng mga hinanakit sa mundo.

Sinapak ko ang mukha niya. Ang arte arte talaga! Parang hindi lalaki. "Huwak mo kong maartehan dyan Villacampa! Sagutin mo ang tanong ko!" Sigaw ko uli sa kanya.

Napakadrama talaga nitong lalaking to.

Ginulo niya ang kanyang buhok at inis akong tinitigan. "Avery, kailan ka ba pumangit sa paningin ko? Sige nga, mayroon ba akong sinabing pangit ka?" Mapanghamon niya akong tiningnan.