How You Expect Me To

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You ask me write as thats the only way

As you think I'll pour it all out as you say.

Yet how do I write the emotions within a bleeding heart

Or even about these tears which burn as they begin to fall again.

N/a- I wish I didn't have to cry anymore.
I have my one an only love,
So why am I crying over you?

You have no clue of what your doing,
Neither does anyone other than me.
Your tearing my heart to shreds,
Yet how can I ever tell you that?

You'll ask silly questions
Of how are you doing that-
But then again I don't know how to mention that.
My words help everyone else
So why can't I learn too.
Instead I just tear up inside
While everyone is becoming all good.

Idk okay, you tell me to write, write what idk. My head, hundreds of things going through it an all of them are screaming "you fool, you lost him" although hes been gone for ages now. Yet how do I ever even tell him that as he wont come to accept whats actually reality.

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