Being the sister of a Janoskian

Chapter 23

Jai POV: I had no idea what happened when me and becca skin touched it felt like how i use to feel when melody and I use to touch everytime but that faded and it's now with Becca i think she felt the same because it was confusing. I tried to forget about it but the whole time riding to the fair i was distant and i think Melody noticed but didn't say anything. I was quiet and i kind of just wanted to be left alone for a bit, I told the guys, Melody and Becca i will be right back and they should just go on some rides while i am "going toilet" i walked outside the fair and since it was like on a dock i sat down and just closed my eyes but all i could see was Becca why is this happening to me now? i can't do that to Melody i love her i think? but maybe in a different love now more like bestfriend/sister love instead of romantic but what about Luke i can't just say oh yeah i may love your girlfriend even though i have my own. I breathed in a bit before i was disturb i knew who it was Melody.

Melody - Jai are you alright?? she asked in a worried tone

Jai - Yah i am fine why? i asked in a annoyed tone which got her suprised

Melody - What is your problem?? she asked in a tone like don't say something you will regret

Jai - Nothing is wrong now mind your own business and leave me alone i said in a pissed tone

Melody - You prick she said in a pissed of tone as she walked away and i sighed in regret of what just happened.

I sat their for ages just looking out at the water i don't know what to do

Melody POV: As i walked away from Jai towards the others Becca looked towards jai worringly but then back to Luke like nothing happened, james came over to me asked if i was alright and stuff i just nod my head something changed in just a few hours or that when i actually realised something different when it has been different for a while. As the night grew on I had disapeared from the group when Jai rejoined i couldn't be near him at the moment i need to figure stuff out just as much he does right now. I could see everyone on the dance floor they annoucned they are playing one last song tonight and it was Every morning by basshunter, i love this song but didn't feel like dancing but i notice that Becca is closer to Jai while dancing something going on between them i am sure of it but i couldn't think much more on it when i got interrupted by Skip he was holding his hand out for me to go dance i agreed and we danced and laughed, the night ended and we all were at my place for the last time for a while, we fell asleep easily in the lounge that night

I woke up around 2am in the morning and i saw that Becca and jai aren't in here i went looking around the house but nothing i then saw them outside where me and Jai shared our first kiss, i sat by the door trying to here what they were talking about and stuff, but i couldn't hear all of sudden Becca hugged Jai for a long amount of time they broke apart and kissed i was shocked i just went back inside i shut the door and i think they know that someone over heard i pretended to be asleep when they came back inside they were checking if anyone wa sup but they couldn't tell so they went back to sleep.

Becca POV: I woke up around 11:45pm i couldn't sleep anymore i decided to walk around the house a bit i saw the swing that i was about to go on until i saw a figure it was Jai i don't know if i should go see why he is awake or just ignore him at the moment everything is so confusing right now and i don't know what is happening. I was about to just walk away until Jai spoke he asked me to come over and sit, which is what i did we just sat their for a while until i decided to speak.

Becca - Did you umm feel something when we touched eachothers hand at the ebach today i said awkwardly?? he nodded his head in response

Jai - What does all that mean??

Becca - I have no idea, i use to feel sparks with Luke but they have disappeared i just never noticed until we touched

Jai - That's the same with Melody he said with a sigh looking at the ground

Becca - I am so confused i said

Jai - Same i don't want to be confused, i also don't want to cause pain to anyone he said

I nodded my head in response, i got up from the swing and he did same thing we just hugged it was normal or so i thought it would be but my heart was racing we stood their hugging eachother like holding onto eachother life and then we both pulled away and that is when we kissed but we shortly stopped.

Jai - Shit i just kissed Luke girl friend fuck

Becca - What about me i just kissed my best friends boyfriend and my boyfriend brother shit shit shit i said outloud but then we heard a door slam

Jai - SHIT he said as we walked towards the door but no one was their we checked if anyone is up but it looks like everyone is still asleep i sure hope so i thought to myself as i went back to sleep but i couldn't sleep i couldn't stop thinking about Jai and how i felt sparks again but more importantly i cheated on my boyfriend with my best friends boyfriend.