we got married

chapter 14

Sungjae's pov

"ok cut cut , good job guys! that's it for the day" the pd noona said as everyone clapped. I turned to joy and held my hands out for a high five which she responded back with a high five we held hands and shook it smiling goofily at each other. honestly today and yesterday had been very awesome especially today as we got to spend a lot of time together without a lot of interruptions, it gave me a glance into what it would be like for us to date for real. I hadn't really thought of ilhoon hyung all day and maybe I'm a bad person for it but I couldn't get myself to feel bad. I was also a little glad they were in a fight as of now because it meant joy didn't call him in between takes and they didn't have their lovey dovey convos next to me.

"gosh I kinda really don't ant to go back to Seoul" joy said breaking our hands apart and lying on the ground "its already so late cant we just stay here for the night and leave tomorrow?" I smiled and laid down next to her "yeah I kinda want to do that too" I said turning to look at her "don't you have schedules in the morning though" I asked which she replied back with a groan "not really schedules just practice , we have our comeback in a couple of weeks, how about you any schedules?" I shook my head "not really, I mean I have to pack for our trip to japan but that doesn't take that long" she hummed in response. we both stayed silence for a couple of minutes and then she suddenly bolted up and shook me to join her "I have a great idea! how about we convince our managers to let us stay the night I mean I don't think the grandma would mind if we asked her" she aid jumping up and down giddily. seeing her so giddy made me giddy and I nodded in response. we first went and asked the grandma if it would be ok to stay with her and she was all too happy to let us stay then as we split to go look for our separate managers joy said "ok mission get our managers to do what we want is a go meet back here with your results in 0500" she said then burst out in laughter "what time even is that" I asked laughing along with her, she shrugged her shoulder "i don't know seemed like official military terms, any way go do your mission solider!" I saluted her and answered "aye aye captain!".

"hyung!" I said overly enthusiastically when I saw my manager, I went up to him and gave him a hug. he responded with a groan and tried to shrug me off "what is it? what do you want?" he asked, I held my chest in mock betrayal "why would you think I need anything?" I responded he just gave me a look that said don't bullshit with me so I cut to the chase and asked him if we could stay the night he didn't really put up a fight as he was tired also and since we didn't have any schedule tomorrow he agreed. I ran back to find joy. as I was turning the corner to the living room we ended up colliding and falling with me on top of her.

"woah are you ok?" I asked concerned, she nodded "we have got to top bumping into each other like this" he replied, we stared at each other for a moment and I could feel the tension building so I got up fast and helped her up "sorry it was all my fault you sure you ok" "umm yes yes I am" she said looking around at anywhere but me "my manager agreed, took a lot of convincing but he agreed" she said changing the subject " oh yeah mine too, high five!" I said in an attempt to get rid of the tension " yeah!" she replied high fiving me we ended up just sitting outside talking and watching random videos and laughing and just having a fun time we were currently watching some running man clip on joy's phone when a call came through from ilhoon hyung, we both instantly stopped laughing and she looked over at me "should I pick up?" she asked looking at me dead in the eyes, I looked away and laughed awkwardly "i mean why are you asking me he is your boyfriend" I answered "I want to hear your opinion, I'm mad at him right now and we were having so much fun, I could just ignore him" she answered still looking at me almost as if she was expecting me to answer a certain way. the look she gave me made my heart flutter. I shrugged attempting to seem nonchalant "yeah I feel bad for hyung, he is the type that this is going to be on his mind all day and ive noticed you keep ignoring his calls all day he is probably really worried you should give him a chance to explain" I replied feeling a little pang in my heart, she nodded looking a little disappointed she picked up her phone and walked off. I watched her walk off talking to hyung and felt angry at myself. I should have told her not to pick up, we were having fun, and I liked it, really liked it and now seeing her walk off to talk to him hurt me more than it should, we are just friend just friends. I repeated over and over in a way to convince myself that that was all I felt for her.

Joy's Pov

" sooyoungah oh finally you picked up, babe I'm so sorry for yesterday I was drunk I was out of my mind" ilhoon oppa said as soon as I picked he continued to talk explaining himself but all I could think about was sungjae and how if he had told me not to pick up I wouldn't have. throughout the day I had felt that maybe he had feelings for me just like I had finnaly admitted to myelf that I did, I had feelings for him and if he had feelings for me I would be willing to see where our relationhip would go, but there was also ilhoon oppa, I felt so bad about it I got mad at him for hanging out with a girl when I had feelings for another man. I knew I had to break up with, I still had feelings for him because he was in a way my first love but I had to admit that my feelings for sungjae were stronger "and we have been friend..." I finnaly tuned back in to what he was saying and cut him off. "oppa, oppa sorry I don't think I can do this anymore" I said a little teary eyed I looked over at sungjae oppa who was sitting with his head in between his knees. " sooyoungah I'm sorry about yesterday but I dont think we should end it over this" he replied I shook my head and said "sorry it's really not about yesterday it's about me I've been feeling like this for a while" "sooyoungah please just let's talk about this when you get back I'm still picking you up later today at the train station let's talk then" he replied "we decided to stay the night" I replied and continued "oppa I'm sorry" I could hear him intake a deep breath "sooyoungah don't apologize please just do me a favor let's meet when you get back tomorrow, please just do this for me" I could hear the hurt in his voice so I agreed we ended our conversation and I crouched down and the tears flowed my emotions were so out of whack. I knew I had feelings for sungjae and it wasn't fair for me to continue our relationship when I had feelings for another but hearing the hurt in his voice also made me break a little. It took me a couple of minutes but I composed myself and went back over to the place where sungjae was but he was no longer there. I went back inside to find him asleep in the living room, not wanting to disturb him I went on and went to sleep, still with confusing thoughts running through my head.

A/N
Uh oh Trouble in paradise! Thanks for reading! next chapter coming next week.