The Meaning of Wife (KimXi Fan Fiction)

Chapter XLII - Real Deal

Annyeong! Ni Hao! Hello! Excited na akong matapos ang TMOW dahil may upcoming story na ako. May plot na siya. Bongga! Konteng push na lang itong TMOW. Haha. Sana suportahan niyo pa rin ang next story ko. <3

 

Para sa mga nagtataka kung sino si Mystery Girl, unti-unti ko nang iri-reveal. Acheche. Basa na. <3

Belated happy birthday nga pala sa aking Daddy-yow. Birthday niya kahapon. Hahaha. Share. <3

-Mia

 

 

 

 

 

 

KIM’S POV

 

Last night, I had a dream. Xian was beside me, watching me sleep in a very peaceful manner. He was with me the whole time as he regularly checks upon me. The Xian in my dream was the Xian whom I used to call husband. I saw the soft side of him. I saw how he cares for me like he really loves me.

Then I realized that those were all just my fantasies. I woke up with a severe headache. Hirap akong makabangon to the point that I can’t even open my eyes. I was thinking that if those things were all but just a dream, I would rather not wake up anymore. Yes, a part of me still loves and longs for him. I want us back together. It’s just that, hindi na pwede. May mga bagay na ‘di porket gusto mo eh makukuha mo. It took me years to be where I am right now at sa mga taong ‘yun, natutunan kong tanggapin ang mga bagay na hindi na talaga pwede.

I opened my eyes. I still feel cold and ill. Naalala ko ang mga nangyari kahapon. Kahit nauwi ako sa lagnat, I still enjoyed the day with Seph. It felt great to be a mother for a day. He was an amazing kid. If only I was given the chance to be one, I would really be happy. Nang makita ko ang kisame, I realized that I’m not in my own room. Where could I be? I looked around without getting up. Nasa ibang lugar nga ako. The place looked familiar. Inisip kong mabuti kung nasaan ako. Until I realized that I’m in a place where… No. No! I’m still dreaming, I know.

I decided to get up. Mas ikinagulat ko ng makita ko ang asawa ko. I mean, my ex-husband, na katabi ko. He’s sleeping peacefully with his head down. I touched his cheek. I traced the bridge of his nose. I missed being this near to him. I pity him for not having a good night sleep since I was on his bed. Habang siya, nakuntento na sa upuan. I bet, he fell asleep.

Bigla akong bumalik sa realidad nang bigla siyang gumalaw. Kaya mas minabuti kong magmadaling tumayo. But before I left the bed, nahawakan niya ako sa may braso ko. I don’t know if he was concerned about me or it’s just that, I’m giving too much meaning with the way he looks at me.

“Kim. Sa’n ka pupunta? Hindi ka pa magaling.”

 

“No, I’m okay na. I need to go. May pasok pa.”

 

“Stay. You need to take a rest. Your body needs it.”

 

“Stop acting like you care.”