As the sun came up you and Carl drifted to sleep. When you woke up he wasn't there. You started to panic and got up and went through the prison looking for him. Then you saw Daryl sitting on a ledge cleaning his cross bow. "Daryl have you seen Carl anywhere." You asked eager to know where he was. "I don know probably off runnin' around somewhere. Umh you got a little blood on you shirt wha happened?" He asked pointing out the dried up blood on your now bloody shirt. You hesitate but you pull up your sleeve and show him your wrist. Hell there all gonna find out anyway might as well start here. "Oh my- are,are you ok?" Daryl asks jumping down from the ledge examining my wrists. "Not unless I find Carl now where's Carl??" You ask pulling down your sleeve. "I'm sure he's fine (Y/N) now tell me why have you been hurtin yourself?" Daryl replies with a quite worried look in his eyes. "It's hard to explain.....never mind Daryl I'll answer your questions later I have to find Carl." You reply getting frustrated not knowing where Carl was. Then your mind instantly goes to Ashly the new girl who got here about two weeks ago. You don't even know why she hates you she just does.You storm off hoping you don't find Carl in there with Ashly. You reach her cell and fly open the door and there they are Ashly on top of him pushing herself on top of him. You don't know what to say or what to do. "Ca-Carl." You croak about to faint. Ashly breaks apart from him and looks at you with a smirk. "Oops guess I stole your little boy friend. Better go off and slit some more skin off of your wrists." She says starting into your eyes. "How do you know about that Ashly." You ask staring to cry. "Oh I saw you in you cell the other night you worthless piece of shit now go on." She says waving me away. Then Carl pushes her off of him and stands up. "(Y/N) this is not what it looks like she said tha-" Carl says right as I start running out of her cell. I run all the way to the shower room my bloody blade still laying there on the floor. I lock the door and walk over and pick it up.
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He never really cared about you
"(Y/N) OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE!!!" Carl yells pounding on the door.
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Your a waste of air
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Your a worthless piece of shit
"(Y/N) OPEN THE GOD DAMN DOOR PLEASE!" He yells eager to come and save you.
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No one has ever cared about you not your mother or your dad just no one
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You are alone forever alone
"(Y/N) please baby open the door." Carl cries throwing himself up against the door.
Ten cuts later you are now lying on the floor listening to Carl banging on the door. Then the door bursts open Glenn and Carl running towards you with Daryl near Behind them. "It's okay your going to be ok." You hear Glenn say as he picks you up bridal style running towards Hershel. The last thing you remember is hanging on to Glenn's shoulder seeing Carl running to you then darkness takes over......
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You wake up to a sleepy Carl holding your hand beside you and a worried Glenn pacing the room. "Hey she's awake." Carl says eyes glimmering seeing your eyes open. "Hey (Y/N) are you okay do you need anything?" Glenn asks walking up to you grabbing your hand. "No I'm good right now are you okay?" You ask looking into Glenn's eyes. "Im just a little worried and confused. Why.... Why do you do that to yourself I can't loose you (Y/N) I just can't." He says starting to cry teardrops dropping onto your hand. "It just takes away my pain Glenn. I hate myself for letting my brother die. I just hate myself and this world and I just wanted to die because of everything." You look at Carl with frustration in your voice. "Glenn can you give me and Carl a minute." You ask still looking at Carl. "Yeah I'll be back in ten with some food." Glenn answers squeezing your hand as he gets up and leaves. "(Y/N) listen I know what you saw looked really, really bad but just hear me out. Ashly came and woke me up that morning and she told me she knew about you and how you harmed yourself and she said she was going to tell everyone if I didn't do what she told me too. I knew you didn't want everyone to know so I had to and I'm so so sorry you know that I hate her we both do and I would NEVER hurt you (Y/N)." He says starting to cry. "I'm sorry Carl I just didn't know what to think at the moment." You say grabbing his hand. "I love you (Y/N)." He says looking into your eyes. "I love you too Car." You say smiling. You both lean in as your lips move in sync. "Hey now don't get too excited kids." You hear Glenn say with Daryl,Rick, and Maggie right behind him. You all laugh as you share this happy moment together.......
Yeah I know part 2 wasn't that good but hope you enjoyed it my loves ❣
-Addison💕
