Wednesday, November 5th

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The scariest part is that it has become a habit to look at Alex and think, "This is her. This is the girl that I'm tormenting, the one who I'm gaining blackmail from." 

The scarier part is that I like that. I like being able to look at Alex and just know that I have something against her. I like the sense of power that goes through me. 

I don't like that she hasn't told anyone about the notes. Justin and her are still having a rather healthy relationship. It isn't fair of her to try to ruin that. 

It isn't fair of me to try to ruin that. 

Sometimes I think that it's time to stop, but I think it's gone too far for that. I have to go through with the rest of it. 

I left another note at her locker today. 

"Have you told your little boyfriend about me?-X" 

When she answers, she just gets herself deeper and deeper into trouble. It's like getting a threatening email or something from a stranger. You aren't supposed to respond. But she has. 

Seems like we're both in too deep. 

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