Date: 29th February, 2016.
I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY RN. I SWEAR THIS IS UNREAL. YAYAYAYAY
(In case, you're wondering why, which I am sure you aren't, I got noticed by my favourite YouTuber, Paul Zimmer)
"In life, there will always be
places you wish you could be
but remember to enjoy the now
you've been given, not the
now you wish you could have."
ALASKA'S POV
It had been a while since I had got a dream after my therapy. Surprisingly, I could sleep well for most of the times.
However, there was something wrong tonight. I am not a psychic or something but I could feel it in my veins. That feeling in your stomach? It felt queasy. I swear, I could not quell my anxiety.
Pushing my paranoid thoughts aside, I got into my bed. I covered myself up and turned on my side. I could hear the ticking of the clock and each passing second reminded me how I'm getting closer to death. My body was radiating negative energy, these thoughts running in my head.
After a few minutes of trying to sleep, I gave up. I stretched and picked up my phone from the nightstand. As I unlocked it I squinted my eyes.
It was too damn bright.
I swiped the screen of my iPhone upwards, wanting to lower the brightness but it was on it's lowest. It's still too bright.
I switched on my Music app and I was too lazy to find my earphones so I played the music out loud.
"There's a reason you're everywhere
Breathe you in like you're in the air
Maybe you should call off the day
Give your girl some time to play
In my room, from the ceiling to the floor
My body knows that you've been here before"
As the song played, it reminded me of Blaze. I closed my eyes, still feeling restless and hummed to the tune.
"Every second here without you, I pretend we're skin to skin
Every single breath reminds me that you never, ever left
Every time I think about you, I can feel my hand give in
Cause you're keeping me safe and warm
Even when I'm home alone
Wearing nothing but your cologne"
He kept me safe and warm but now that he's gone, I'm cold and alone, I thought to myself.
"Maybe you should call off the day
Give your girl some time to play
Running my mind cause my heart lost all control
Only one thing that can give me that multiple
Every second here without you, I pretend we're skin to skin
Every single breath reminds me that you never, ever left
YOU ARE READING
Those Perfect Flaws || ✓ || PUBLISHED
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