Who Are You?

I'm Fine or Am I?

Sorry for not updating at all this week. But, I will try and update tomorrow or on Tuesday again.

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I do not own the Teen Titans or any other characters that are mentioned in this story.

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Raven's POV

I went straight into my room. I did not want to talk about this whole thing that I did to Slade. He wanted to play that game. It was his fault. Not mine.

He deserved it.

All of a sudden I felt pain coming from my right ankle and my left arm. I forgot about the wounds Slade gave me. He shot me.

I was about to take the bullets off of my self, which I will be in a lot of pain, until I sense that my friends came back.

Shit, if they hear me cry out in pain, they will come in here.

I waited a few minutes to see if they will knock at my door. No one was around my door, so I began to take the bullets off.

I decide to get one of my shirts and roll it and put it in my mouth so I can bite into it and it'll muffle my screams.

I slowly took the bullet off of my arm with my powers. That one hurt just a little. Once I took the bullet off I quickly use my healing powers and heal the wound.

Next comes my ankle. I think this one will hurt more. I carefully tried to take off the bullet and then the pain came in. I was right, this one hurts a lot.

But, all of a sudden, there was a knock at the door. Shit.

"Raven are you okay?" Beast Boy said.

What I'd he doing at my door?

I bit into the shirt so hard, but I have to answer him or else he'll think something is up.

I quickly took off the shirt from my mouth. I try to answer in my monotone voice.

"I'm fine."

"Are you sure? Because I think you got hurt during the battle. Didn't Slade shot you somewhere?" He ask.

Shit, he knew.

This pain is really not helping. Nor is Beast Boy helping. I need him to go away. I can take care of my self.

"No, I'm fine. He didn't shot me. He missed." I said.

I let the shirt back into my mouth and decide to just take the bullet out.

I tried slowly and make sure to not make so much noise. But, it really hurt. Then, finally, I took it off.

I quickly heal the wound and relax.

"Are you sure your okay?" He ask.

"I'm fine." I said.

Finally, Beast Boy left with that.

The healing took a lot out of me and before I knew it, I passed out on my bed.

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It's been three days since I messed with Slade's mind. Three days that he was thrown into jail. Three days that I haven't got out of my room. Three days when Beast Boy checked up on me while I was taking some bullets out of me. My friends are worried, but I don't want to show my face to them.

They think I'm a monster.

I know I am.

But, I shouldn't be blame for this. I didn't kill him. Slade almost killed me.

When I thought of this, another knock on my door. This was the thirteenth knock on my door today.

"Raven, are you okay?" Robin said.

"I'm fine. Why can't all of you understand that?" I said with a monotone voice.

"Well, if you were fine, you shouldn't have been in your room for three days straight. You should be out here with your friends." He said.

"We are all concerned about you. Even Beast Boy."

I laugh. Beast Boy? Who is that? I don't even know who he is. I use to know him as the funny, loving, and crazy guy. A guy who cared for me. Loved me for me.

Not until he decide to leave me for a pathetic reason and went out with some one less right after. Then, he changed. He became more violent and angry. He has a bad temper now and won't even talk to his friends.

So, why would he be concern about me anymore. Three days ago, it was a miracle that he talk to me and see if I was alright instead of getting mad at me for doing something so stupid.

He's so confusing.

"We don't think of you as a monster Raven. I spoke to the team about this. What Slade did to you was far worse then what you did to him. Scaring him was something that he deserves. Who knew he was afraid of you this whole time. He was afraid of you because he knows that you could take him out. He knows that if he could mess with you, that he could have been superior and beat the rest of us. Because of what you did, you beat him at his own game and saved the rest of us. We are not afraid of you Raven, we're proud and thankful for you." Robin said.

Then, he left from the door.

Really? Can this be true?

They really don't think I'm a monster.

But, what happens if I couldn't control it. When my demon side came out, it just came out. I could control it, but what if it gets out of hand?

Now I'm scared to even open my mouth because there is something deep inside of you don't know about.
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(A/N: this is a song. Not sure if any one knows it, but if you do tell me. Hint: It's from a You Tuber. Okay, continue.)
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There you go. Hope you enjoy.

I think there will be two more chapters and then the story will be done. May be. I don't know. I'll thi K about it.

Sorry for any mistakes. Have a good day guys.

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