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How I Met Jungkook: Jin

Today was the anniversary of Ghost' s death. I went to the local flower shop. I grabbed their best best looking bouquet and walked to my favorite place that I've found so far. It's a hill far out from the city.

As in was walking, I was stopped by a tall handsome boy. His name is Kim SeokJin.

"Pretty flowers for a pretty lady" he smiled at me.

I was a bit creeped out by him, he showed up out of nowhere. I told him the real reason why I had flowers. He immediately apologized, but I told him it was ok. He didn't know, so no harm done. He asked if he could tag along. Again weird.

We just met and I just told you about my late husband and you ask to honor his death death with me.

Then again...

Thus is my first time honoring someone's death. I looked at him hesitantly. After thinking it through I agreed to let him come along. I don't want to be alone on such a sad day...

I grabbed his hand and quietly walked to my destination. I will admit it was a long walk, when we arrived it was already late. I didn't care though. I walked to the top of the hill holding the bouquet by my side. I stared into space just looking at the stars. Jin came up and stood behind me.

I had completely forgotten his presence as I cried and whispered my thoughts, hoping that Ghost could hear me from wherever he was. When I was done I just cried and stared at the stars.

I miss you Ghost...

Jin hugged me, but I was too in my feelings to care. He tried to calm and comfort me. He was really trying but my tears wouldn't stop. Just as I was beginning to quiet down I heard a soft whisper.

I'm sorry I left you so suddenly, but please can you smile and be happy?? It would make me happy to see your smile once more...

Ghost, I heard him. I heard Ghost and once again tear ran down my face as I quietly sobbed. After what felt like forever Jin suggested that we leave. I said goodbye to Ghost' s spirit and thanked him for being in my life and for making me happy. As we were walking away, I looked back one more time. This time I saw Ghost standing there, he wasn't wearing his mask. He sadly smiled at me and waved, and I returned his actions as slowly began to fade away.

Let's meet in the next life...

Jin had walked far away from me, so I had to jog to catch up. When I did I held his hand, he looked at me confused. I only thanked him for being with me, a complete stranger, at the time that I need most. Eventually, I looked up and smiled.

At that time I thought Jin must've been an angel.

~ Timeskip~

Ever since Ghost's death anniversary, me and Jim were always together. I grew very fond of him and found him very precious to me.

Little did I know that I had already fallen for him. Jin and I became close friends and decided to date. I was happy again and I prayed for that happiness to last.

~Timeskip~

Jin was accepted to join a band called BTS. They're only trainees though so he has a long way to go before they debut. However because of this Job was barely ever home. I was left alone with the thoughts of my own clouding my mind. It was only that I realized how much I hated myself. My thoughts fed me lies which I believed.

I'm not good enough for him....

I decided to leave I wrote him a letter explaining what my thoughts had told me and that I wasn't good enough for him and that I should leave. I also apologized for being burden. I grabbed my stuff and left.

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Hey guys!! Author-nim here.

I think this is the last part of this story that I post unless you guys want me to publish the other two parts here. I'm not sure which story I should start publishing here next. I'll figure it out hopefully.

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