Luck( A Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 176

Dereks POV still

Zayn came over to me and said "you catch the fucking assholes who did this before I do mate, otherwise if I see them I will kill their pathetic arses....what is Niall supposed to tell his kids huh?" And I just felt horrible for what they are going through. "I'm sure Niall will know the right  thing to tell them, whether it be the truth or something else I'm not sure."

*4 days later*

Tess's POV

We arrived at the cemetery where we were going to say our final goodbyes to Brooke...a person who meant the world to all of us. We miss her so much, none of us have really spoken much except for the kids who need to surrounded by something other than gloom. Niall told the kids that mummy has gone away to a place called heaven and is always going to be looking after them. Zach and Bailee don't get it quite yet but I think Kayden has figured out that she is dead. He's an insanely smart kid. We all took our seats and the ceremony began. Niall soon stood up and went up to the front with Bailee in his arms.

"I've been trying to find the right words to say, in the form of a poem or something but I realised that the most sincere words come from the heart. Guess it's a shame I don't have one of those anymore. The moment Brooke left this world, my heart was ripped out of my chest. I think it's like that for many here.... Brooke was exceptionally kind, hard working and loving each and every day. She could be stubborn at the greatest of times and determined for her own ways to work, but put that aside she was the most resilient, strong and passionate person who any of us will ever meet. Her love for family, was irrevocably fierce and was shown constantly. She was the mother of my three gorgeous children...she kept our family together and made me the happiest man alive...without her here to guide me and assist me in raising our children, well I have no hope of succeeding in successful raising them by myself", he choked on a few tears and had to stop for a moment. Everyone was in tears. Zach and Kayden went up to Niall and hugged him, was so beautiful.

"Brooke had her moments of anger, sadness and illness, she had times when she wanted to give up on the world and be with her parents and brother, but she fought non stop, that was until she gave up on fighting, she was tired and faced death right in the eye like a true brave soul. She loved creating music, she loved helping others where she could possibly ever do if, she loved being a Mental Health Youth Ambassador and considered it an honour, she loved animals and treated our dogs like royalty even at 2am somehow. My wife...saw the beauty in everything other than herself, she did everything she could to make sure that no one else felt as depressed and hideous as she felt each and every day, she wanted people to know that giving up seems easy, but the fight is worth it no matter how much you want to get down on your knees and give in.

We all lost such an important and beautiful person from our lives and they will never be the same again...I know I will never love again because she was my soul mate, she was the love of my life and if I can't have her I would rather die alone than move on. For I made a promise when I took her hand in marriage, that through all times, I would love, cherish and be there for her...even in the death" and he started walking down. He sat back down when we all noticed Kayden standing up there still.

"Mum sacrificed herself for Zach, Bailee and I the day she was taken, I did as I was told by her to keep hidden upstairs but I wish I'd gone down, maybe that way she would still be here today...to finish teaching me how to play piano, to watch Zach start school, to keep singing Bailee to  sleep every night, to keep helping people with mental illness issues, to make us all laugh again...to stop dad crying all night long as he lays in their bed and to make him happy again...to make our lives whole again" and he stopped talking and regained composure and sat back down with Niall.

If we weren't crying enough before we are now, how in gods name did a 7 year old come up with that. Like FUCK!? I think worst part is that it sounds like he blames himself.

* 8 months later*

Louis's POV

El and I were out with Nate and Liam and grace plus the twins that are 4 years old. My phone went off and it was Niall's number. I answered and it wasn't Niall. "Kayde's is everything ok mate?" I asked worried and he sounded scared and panicked. I heard Bailee screaming in the background. "No, dad totally lost and was throwing shit plus yelling out about mum, he said he was sorry for something he will do and ran out...I'm scared he's going to do something" and I flipped inside. "Okay Kaydes listen we will be over immediately to see you guys then go try and find your dad okay, he will be okay mate

We went to Niall's and the house was a mess. "Hey you guys alright?" El asked worried while holding Nate. "Bailee was crying but I cuddled her so she stopped" Kaydes said and we all smiled at how brave he is. "Great job mate, your so brave" Liam said to him patting his shoulder. "Grace and I will stay here with all the kids while you both guy try and find him...JUST FIND HIM ALIVE" El said but regretted saying alive in front of the kids. Liam and I nodded and left. There is a cliff bout 25 minutes away and anyone would die if they jumped down into the rocks. We drove there and saw his head of hair a mile away. We screeched the tyres and jumped out. He looked so distraught. "Niall Mate don't do this....we need you here...if not stay here for us then your

Children...your all they have left. They'd have nothing" I said while slowly stepping closer to him. He was silent "I can't...I can't raise three. I have to go be with her" we were desperate on something stopping him. He was about to move when someone screamed "NIALL DONT OUR CHILDREN NEED YOU BABY" and my stomach did back flips. It's Brooke but she's dead how's that possible. "ITS A TRICK HOW COULD YOU TRICK ME GUYS!?! THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS GONE FROM MY LIFE AND IM GOING BACK TO HER" he said fell backwards when all of us screamed. The second he had jumped we went to jump in but BROOKE had already gone after him. Brooke kinda sorta HAS THE BIGGEST FEAD OF WATER IN THE WORLD but she went after Niall. I DO NOT know how she's back. We saw them reach the bottom and called paramedics and police immediately. We raced down to the shore and Brooke and Niall weren't back yet. We had lost them in sight. Oh god please don't be dead. After 10 minutes life guards went out and saw Brooke bleeding but she was hauling Niall through the water as much as she could. Only one could fit in the life boat and Brooke made them take Niall. Soon Brooke followed bleeding badly but she seemed to be conscious enough. She saw us and just tried to hold back her emotions. "Brooke..how? We buried you.." I breathed out and she shook her head. From her kid napping she still had bruises and scars and cuts. "I never really died...I wasn't going to make it though. The police and doctors made the decision to fake my death and transport me to New Zealand. With a new identity. For my protection so the people who kidnapped me couldn't find me as they would want to finish me off. I was unresponsive for 3 weeks and was in hospital for another 2 weeks. Soon after they released me and I was living there. I didn't want it ok I wanted to so bad come back and be with you all...I tried all I could but they had me so heavily guarded...the police found out about Niall and told my security to not tell me but I found out..I was already on a flight to Florida when I found out because someone in New Zealand recognised me..." It was then how scarily skinny, frail, broken, sad and lost she looked. "I am so sorry for everything it did" she sobbed and k hugged her. She flinched at first but then got comfortable. She ran to Niall as he lay in the bed and he said "Brooke...how can if be..you were taken from me" and she replied "I know baby, we just need to get you to the hospital to fix you up" and they put him in the ambulance. We thought she'd have jumped straight in but didnt. I think she feels terrible for how Niall tried to kill himself because of her not being there