Incase (A Demi Lovato Fanfic)

ChapterNine

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Miyahs POV

I sat against my bedroom door shaking. I clutched my legs tightly into my chest and sobbed into my knees. I stood up, quickly. Running over to my dressing table I opened the top drawer, and reached my hand into it, rummaging I pulled out my blade, walking over to my bed I rolled up my sleeve and looked for a empty patch. I dragged the blade over my skin, sighing as it ripped open my skin. The blood cascaded down my arm and splashed onto the floor. I was too engrossed into my arm I didn't realise Demi had walked through the door. She stood still. Like stone, staring at the fresh cut on my arm. Demi's eyes began to water. She bit her lip. I stared at her. Shaking. She walked over to me slowly and sat next to me on my bed. She pulled me into her arms and hugged me tightly. She was shaking as much as I was. None of us spoke. She just squeezed me tightly. We both sobbed into each other. After about five minutes I broke the silence.

"I'm sorry Demi." I sniffled.

"No, Miyah, it's my fault. I shouldn't have done the livestream. People can be horrible, and I know that from experience." She apologised, crying.

"Demi. This isn't your fault, I said I was ready." 

She hugged me for abit longer then leaned over me and picked up my blade. She slipped it into her pocket and kissed the top of my head. I smiled at her, and she stood up and walked away, without saying another word. I curled up in a ball. A little while later Demi appeared at the door with a mug of tea and some toast. She knew I wouldn't eat much so didn't push me. I sat up, and sipped the tea. She stood watching. Making sure I ate every last bite. I forced myself to eat the three slices. Then smiled at her, as she took my tray and left. Glancing over at the clock it was already 9:00pm. Changing into my pyjamas I slided into bed and flicked out the light. Closing my eyes, falling into a deep sleep. 

BRINGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

I rolled over to face my clock. 6:30am. Yawning, I sat up and rubbed my eyes. Friday. Today Lottie and Josie were round. I dragged myself out my room and slithered down the stairs. I pushed open the bathroom door and hopped into the shower. I washed my hair and scrubbed my body. As I swung open the shower door I gasped. Demi was stood in the door way. I collapsed to the floor trying to cover myself.

"Morning sunshine." She beamed. "Breakfast?" 

"I'm not hungry." I lied.

"Well you're eating. You will eat three meals aday Miyah." She put her hands on her hips.

"Ok, Ok. I'll eat. Just can you get out please. I'm still kinda naked."

Demi left quickly. I picked up my towell and skipped back up to my room. Getting changed quickly, I plugged my hair dryer in, and dried it. I then applied a lick of makeup and went downstairs to join Demi.

There was a bowl of coco pops on the table. I slowly walked towards them and sat infront of them. Picking up the spoon I forced the spoonfulls down my throat. Once I finished I walked to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. Out the corner of my eye I could see Demi standing in the door way, checking on me. 

"Come on slow poach, we're going to be late." Demi gestured me towards the door.

Leaving the car I waved at Demi. Lottie and Josie were waiting at the gates for me. I ran over to them and they screamed in excitement about tonight. We linked arms and began to walk towards the main enterance. I heard that loud girly giggle behind. I turned around to see Carly, Leah and Amy walking straight towards us. Barging past us, nudging us out the way they muttered and giggled about us. As they nudged into me my bag flew to the floor, leaving the contents to clutter out. I quickly crouched to the floor and scooped it all back into my bag. 

At break I left Lottie and Josie to go to the toilet. When I walked in Carly, Leah and Amy where in the mirrors slapping more makeup on their faces. They glared at me and muttered giggling again. I went into the cubicle, when I walked back out Carly stuck her leg out making me stumble to the floor. Leah and Amy kicked me and they walked out. I sat on the floor. Tears blurring my vision. I gulped, washed my hands and went back to join Lottie and Josie. 

When the bell went we scurried to art. Art was my faveourite lesson. I went to my folder and collected a plain white A3 sheet of paper. Mr Rhodes had designed a new seating plan for us. I was on a table with Leah. Sitting down next to her, I felt uneasy. I began painting a field with a blossom tree, Leah leaned over me, staring at my painting. She got up quickly, purposely knocking over the dirty jar of water, flooding my painting. She giggled.

"Oh Miyah, you clumsy girl. You have just ruined your painting." She smirked.

I gulped. Mr Rhodes walked over.

"Miyah! You really should be more careful." He boomed.

"But- i.." 

"Yes Miyah, you ruined that painting of yours." She interupted.

 Mr Rhodes tutted walking off. Leah glared at me.

Lottie looked over at me sympathetically and smiled. Atleast I did have some friends here.

At lunchtime Lottie and Josie's plates were once again piled sky high with chips. I skipped lunch as I knew Demi was getting pizza tonight for her, Lottie, Josie and I. 

"Miyah, why are you not eating?" Josie whined 

"I feel sick, and had a big breakfast." I lied, smiling.

They continued eating their chips, and I just sipped at water, trying to subside the hunger pains. 

After another lesson it was home time. Lottie and Josie could barley contain their excitement as the bell went. They both shrieked with joy and ran out of the school. I followed closley behind. As we reached the exit of the school I scanned for Demi's car. I spotted it and we began to run towards it. Before I realised Amy was stood right next to me, she shoved me to the ground and ran off in the other direction. Immediately Demi bolted out her car and rushed to my side. I looked around. People were staring. Demi Lovato was at my side. They looked shocked, everyone whispered. Noone spoke. Complete silence. Demi helped me up and hugged me. Lottie and Josie also hugged Demi and we made our way back to the car.

"That was one of the girls from the shopping center wasn't it?" Demi assumed.

I nodded. Silently.

"They're SO mean to her." Lottie exclaimed.

Josie shook her head. 

"They're the popular slutty girls that everyone wants at our school. They've never liked me and Lottie, but they seem to have something against Miyah. They don't even know her." Josie shrugged.

Once we arrived home, Lottie and Josie looked abit shocked at the fact that Demi wasn't living in a golden masion. 

"Pizza ok with you girls?" Demi chriped.

We all nodded then Demi left us to get changed in my room.

"This wasn't really what I expected Demi to live in." Lottie giggled.

"Yeah, I was expecting a gold encrusted masion. Even though this flat is pretty classy." Josie chirped.

"Demi is on a break here in the uk. She wanted a normal-ish life for a year or so." I replied.

We all got changed and giggled. Demi bounded up the stairs with movies in her hands.

"Come on girls." 

She dragged us all down the stairs where bowls of sweets, popcorn and pizza were laid out on the table. She put on 'Warm Bodies' and we all sat around. I ate one slice of pizza, but noone could notice because of how dark it was.