I can't express my torment
I cannot get across
How I think and what goes through my
mind and that part of me I've lostA single dying ember
Cries out to be set free
But the winds of madness that prevail, will never let that be
Thoughts and words in circles
Always comes out the same
I try to hide myself from this, but it's a thing I can't contain
Amazing insecurity
I confront this everyday
I beg for it to leave me but it will not go away
I want to be something different
Without the craziness inside
'Cause it's been built up and fed, now it's something I can't hide
Everyday I struggle
Every thought I fear
Then like the rest, my day ends in a flood of tears
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Traurig
Poetry❝I had to close that window or else she'd go on jumping out of it forever.❞ / / © The Virgin Suicides