I don't think most people realize how the first stages of recovery make you feel like a constant failure
If you eat
You fail
If you don't eat
You fail to
If you cut
You fail
If you don't cut
You fail to
If you can't find the courage to kill yourself
You fail
Even though you know that suicide is the ultimate form of giving up
Its like the healthy part of your brain
Wants you to get better
And the sick part of your brain
Wants you to get worse
And they both keep screaming at each other
That you're doing it all wrong
And you're standing in the middle
Torn between both sides
Feeling like you're making a mistake
With every breath you take
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Traurig
Поэзия❝I had to close that window or else she'd go on jumping out of it forever.❞ / / © The Virgin Suicides