The Bad boy and the Broken Girl *On Hold*

Xavier

Ashton's pov.

Jared had left my house after he got a text. I was really starting to wonder who those texts where from and why they where so important. I decided not to ask him, after all it was none of my business.  I just hope hes safe. After he went i was left alone. I was thinking about all the events that took place today. I decided that thinking about what happened would depress me even more, so i grabbed a good book and started reading. I turned on the radio and just read my book.

It had gone past 2 hours and i was still sitting on the couch reading. I wished Jared was here to read to me. The door knocked and it was probably Brody. I was really pissed at him. I opened the door and was met with his angry face, and Alicia doing her creepy smile. He just had to bring his girlfriend home didn't he. "Im going out, Alicia is going to stay here until i come back". I looked over at him with disbelief. He knows how much i dislike her. Before i could say anything he was already walking out the door and back to his car. Great.

Alicia had already walked into the house and made herself at home. She had threw my book of the couch, and she was sat in my seat. She was watching the t.v. no words where spoken between us. I frowned and went over to pick up my book. Then i quickly dashed upstairs to my room. I did not want to be in her company. I wished someone was here with me right now. Normally i would have called Annie, but i do not want to talk to her. She knew how i was feeling about going to that party by myself. Instead of just saying she didn't want to go with me, she lied. Is she embarrassed to be seen with me.

I couldn't help but think that i was a target.  Its like it was everybody's mission to make my life hell. I couldn't help but feel pain. My head was dizzy, my heart and chest ached from being hurt so many times. I went over to my desk draw and got out my razor. I rolled my sleeve up and cut. It was the deepest cut i had ever done. Tears constantly fell from my eyes. I just wanted to be happy. My bedroom door flew open and Alicia entered. Her eyes where glued to me and she smirked. "Your pathetic". I just looked at her. Why couldn't i be pretty like her.

She walked over to me and grabbed my arm and took the razor of me. Then she put the razor down to my arm and cut, not just once but three times. I screamed out i pain and agony. Her long nails where digging into my skin causing more pain. What did i do to deserve this life. She went to cut a fourth time but my phone rang stopping her. She threw the razor at me. "Tell anyone about this and your dead". I nodded my head promising i wouldn't tell, i mean no one would believe me anyways

I went over to my phone and picked it up. "Hello". i said with my quiet, cracked voice.

"Are you crying". The voice sounded like Jared but how did he even get my number, i never gave it to him.

"No". I lied and i think he could tell. I always did suck at lying.

"Don't lie to me, why are you crying". There was no way i was telling Jared.

"Im just upset that's all". He was breathing heavily, i could hear it from over the phone.

"Are you okay". He didn't answer the question, instead he cut the phone off. I just shrugged it off and went over to wipe the blood off my arm. My arm was stinging and i tried to keep my screams in. The door knocked and i'm guessing Alicia opened it. I could hear shouting coming from downstairs. I Went to go see what all the commotion was about.

"What did you do to her". I knew that voice all to well. Jared.

"You mean what she did to herself". Alicia said. He turned to look at me. His grey eyes where the darkest i had ever seen them. He grabbed my arm and i flinched back. My arm was still in pain. He looked down at my arm then back up at me.