Supernatural imagines

Crush

Imagine having a crush on Sam, but not tell him until Castiel tells him by accident in front of you because he doesn't understand.

You are in love with Sam, but never told him because you weren't sure that he felt the same way. So you bottled it up and kept it quiet until you accidentally told Castiel one day and he didn't understand what a crush was.

You were sitting in the library with Sam and Dean researching for your next case. Sam working on his laptop and Dean drinking from his flask and reading through books. Sam passes you his laptop to search up a case for him while he goes and gets a drink from the kitchen. You always hoped, or more of an impossible dream that he would like you too, but I mean it was impossible because you new he wouldn't date you because you weren't really pretty, and you weren't exactly thin either. Before Sam returned with his drink, Castiel walked half asleep. He sits down next to Dean and opens a book too. " ok what are we doing?" Castiel asked with confusion.
" looking for a case" Sam mumbles as he walks back into the room munching on an apple.
" ok is Dean helping you? And Y/N?" CAS asks looking up at Sam with a slightly turned head and his usual question face.
" yeah both of them are. Why?" Sam answers with no hesitation.
" so Y/N is helping?" CAS asks
" yes Castiel, she is helping me. What's your point?" Sam asks.
You feel your heart tighten. Your face blushes but your scared but your scared to show it. You stare at CAS who doesn't seem to be bothered by his comment. You think you know what's gonna happen and hope it doesn't.
You feel your blood boil as CAS blurts out with no verbal filter.
" she's gonna love working with her crush" CAS mentions grabbing Sam's attention as he almost choked on his drink.
" I'm sorry what?" Sam asks again thinking he heard wrong, giving CAS his raised eyebrow.
" Y/N has a crush on you. What ever it is. What is a crush?" He asked looking at Sam before looking back at you.
Sam turns his gaze to you. You freeze in terror. This wasn't supposed to happen. Your body stands still as your face goes white as a sheet. Sam looks at you with his compassionate puppy eyes as he sees that your scared.
" is this true? Do you have a crush on me?" Sam asks leaning closer to you while taking a step closers to you. No words came out of your mouth. You stood there like an idiot before looking at CAS with tears filling your eyes in humiliation. You do the only thing you can do. Run. You run fast and far out of the bunker outside and down the road before running behind a tree and sitting with your head in your knees. You erupt in to tears. You couldn't face Sam again. Your friendship was ruined. You friggen hated CAS now. You hated yourself too.

About five minutes later you hear footsteps behind you. You don't bother looking up as you knew who it was. You softly whimper as tears fall down you cheeks and your face burning from self hate.
" hey, hey, hey. Look at me" Sam gently commanded with a sensitive voice. You look up at him. He was kneeling down in front of you. Your eyes welling up with tears and falling down your face. Sam cupped your face in his hands and wiped away your tears with his thumbs before turning your head to face him.
" is it true? You have a crush on me?" Sam asks gently.
You nod softly before getting up and pushing him away with your arms.
" I can't believe Castiel told you! You weren't supposed to find out!" You yell.
" why not? You can't help who you fall in love with" Sam commented nicely trying to calm you down.
" not if it's someone you'll never be with! It's torture!" You scream. Sam's face drops to concern.
" what are you talking about?"
" I'm not your type. I'm nobodies type. I'm different" I say sadly.
" what do you mean not my type?" Sam asks confused.
" I'm......i'm not pretty, or beautiful or thin like you deserve" you explain with a shameful look as you look at your feet. Sam walks over to you and lifts your face up to meet his gorgeous eyes.
" don't say that! You are beautiful. I don't care what you look like" Sam said with a smile.
" you think I judge you on your basis of your looks. And yet your willing to do the same thing to me" Sam discusses.
You look at him with doubtful eyes before you open your mouth.
" there's no way a guy like you would end up with a girl like me" You say going to walk away.
" why? Because you doubt your looks?" Sam asks.
" yes like I said. I'm an outcast, the nobody, I'm different. I'm........" You try to search for something to say. But before you answer, Sam's soft, warm lips collide with yours passionately. At first you thought you were dreaming, but when he slid his hands around your waist your waist. You kissed back with pure joy and disbelief. He pushes your fringe out if your face before smiling.
" your perfect" he giggled at your nonsense and leaned in kissing you again. This time you were prepared and you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him in kissing him lovingly. He picks you up bridal style and you wrapped your arms around his neck and carried you back to the bunker. You sit together watching a movie for the rest of the night.
" promise me you won't put yourself down anymore ok?" Sam asks pulling you closer and putting his arm around you.
" ok" you smile in pure happiness.
" I love you" you finally say after so long.
He smiles at you.
" I love you too"
You cuddle up to him not wanting this moment to end as your wish, your impossible dream you never even dreamed would happen
Finally...... came.......true.