Bits and Pieces

Chapter42

"Lets go inside"

We went inside.

"Amara, what's wrong?" Blair hugged her "Ew you're wet"

"I made her wet" I said laughing and high fived Liam and Niall.

"Boys go play, we're going to the kitchen"

They went in the kitchen.

"She'd be the death of me," I said acting like I'm stabbing myself

I heard them screaming from the kitchen, we all went in.

"What's wrong" Liam yelled

"Logan proposed to her"

There is something in my heart that ached. They all started congratulate her, what am I suppose to do congratulate her too.

"Fuck this I'm out" I said

"Harry!" Blair said

"No Blair don't lecture me and don't follow me," I pointed at Liam and Niall "Amara sleep wherever you want, bye"

With that I just left. I can't do this anymore I can't pretend that I don't have feelings for her, I can't do this.

~Amara's P.O.V~

I lay on the bed looking up at the plain celling.

Blair, Liam and Niall went back home, they told me to call them if I needed anything. I was all-alone at Harry's house after he got pissed for whatever reason.

We all know that you're the reason

What? No I am not.

Please, he got mad when Blair told everyone Logan purposed.

No I don't think that's the reason Harry is Harry he only want to fuck girls and he's doing this to me because of the chase not because he has feelings for me.

You're stupid and in denial.

I groaned, and got out of the bed and walked downstairs, I walked around the house. I never noticed how beautiful his house is. I heard a noise coming from the kitchen.

I froze... what was that?

What id it's a burglar?

I looked around and grabbed the nearest object I could find which was the sofa's pillow.

Great Amara you're definitely going to hurt someone with that pillow. I rolled my eyes to myself and kept walking.

My heart was beating faster and faster.

I peaked my head through the door and saw someone lying on the floor. I took a deep breath and switched on the light.

My eyes widened, "Harry!?"

I dropped the pillow and ran up to him, his lips burst, and there was blood dripping down from his forehead and a cut on his chest.

"W-what happened to you" I asked as I helped him up.

"Don't worry about me just go back to sleep" he whispered yelled at me pushing me away.

"I'm trying to help you!"

"I don't need your help"' he said getting the first aid kit out from the cupboard then he placed his hands on his head and it looked like he was going to faint.

I ran to him wrapping my arms around his waist stopping him from falling.

"Just let me help you," I told him.

Suddenly I felt his weight is all on me "Harry?"

God dammit he fainted. I started pulling him by the shoulders to the sofa.

Why is he so heavy?

Once we got to the sofa, I laid him down on the bed and instantly fell on the floor.

I guess now I have to clean his cut.

Take a deep breath, Amara. Just calm down.

I sat on the edge of the sofa, and slowly lift up his shirt. I closed my eyes and lift it up even more.

"What are you doing?" Harry said. I shrieked before falling off the sofa and landing on my butt.

"H-Harry?" I stuttered, "I thought you passes out"

"No I just got a bit dizzy. I thought ill let you drag me here then walk" he flashed a quick smile "and why are you taking my shirt off? Are we going to have sex?"

I stood up crossed my arms, "no, I was just trying to clean your cut so I can bandage it"

"Oh well, it was your lost not mine"

"Who would want to have sex with you right now? I mean your face looks like it caught on fire and someone tried to put it out with a hammer."

"Ha-Ha. Funny, you're giving my middle finger a boner."

I ignored his comment and grabbed his shirt slowly lifting it up. I took it off and threw it on the floor.

"Shit. Its worse than I thought." I said looking at the cut, "this might sting a bit"

I got the cotton and leaned in to wipe his cut. As I was only an inch away, Harry screamed making me jump back in surprise.

"What the hell?" I shouted at him

"Sorry, it stings."

"I didn't even touch you yet," I hissed

"Don't do it-" before he could finish his sentence I leaned my hand in and pressed the cotton ball on the cut.

"FUCK" he cursed loudly

"Shut up" I rolled my eyes.

After I finished putting the bandage on his cut, I got up to leave but as I turn around, he grabbed my hand.

"Stay" he whispered weakly "so if I die, they will know you're responsible"

"You're not going to die, you big pussy," I rolled my eyes "but I'll be in the guest room if you needed anything"

"How about sex?"

"Not that"

"Fine" he got up and smirked

"Stop looking at me like that, Damn it"

"How do people normally look at you?"

"I don't know but not that" I gestured to his face

He's now standing inches away from me.

"Go" he said

"Don't tell me what to do"

"Okay then don't go" I can almost feel his breath on mine

"I wont"

"No?" I shook my head. "Then what do you want from me here"

"I don't know but...." I had no idea what to say.

I leaned in and kissed him, my hand on the nape of his neck. His tongue slid over my lips. Pushing into my mouth gently. Our lips were battling with ease. He put his hand to my face, cradling it as he pulled me closer.

"Wait, wait" he said breaking the kiss

"Why?" I have no idea why I said it

"You're getting engaged, I can't kiss you I mean I want to I just-"

"I understand"

"No wait, I'm trying to be okay, I'm trying to be alright but seein' you with him, just don't feel right and then I see you with him, in his arms, I get weak. So from now on I won't bother you, I won't kiss you, I wont do anything until you tell me to."

He kissed my lips and it was so soft so innocent

"He's your first love, I intend to be your last. How ever long it takes" he kissed my cheeks.