No one loves me and no one ever will. (Norman Reedus daughter)

18- My life.

Isabella's POV

"Kid?" I ask.
Clayton sighs.
"They never told you..." Clayton muttered.
"What? Told me what?"
"I wouldn't let you get rid of the baby. They took it out of you. Then I made sure to have someone else take him."
My eyes go wide. I...I have..a child? No...that's not possible. I feel tears ready to come down.
"Your lying." I whisper.
He shacks his head.
"Why would I lie?"
He's right. Why would he lie about that? Tears start coming down. No...I'm not ready to be a mother. I'm o my 14...I can't. I'm not ready.
"I'm sorry. But he's safe." Clayton smiles.
How could he smile?
"Do you see...him?"
I feel my throat getting dryer each minute. No each second. Him.... Clayton nods.
"Once a week. He's 3 now."
I know.
"He looks just like you. He's coming tomorrow... Around noon. You can come and meet him?"
I feel more tears slipping down my face.
"Is this what you wanted?" I whimper.
He gives me a puzzled look then realize. He shacks his head 'no.'
"Yes it is. If you didn't....you wouldn't have done...that." I said.
Clayton sighs.
"I lost everything that day. My folks, my sister, my brothers, friends, family, my dream job. I wanted something special.." Clayton explains.
"Why? Why me?!?"
Clayton doesn't say anything. "Please come. He knows Macy isn't his real mom...I would like it if you came?"
So many things are going through my head. I can't think.
"I..I..I have to go. I'll think.... About it." I stutter.
He smiles and nods.
"Great. Hopefully I see you."
I just nod. My legs feel wobbly. I need my dad. I got up.

The man lead me back to my dad. When I saw him I ran to him. I jump in his arms and started sobbing.
"Sweetheart... Whats wrong?" Dad ask.
I didn't know what to say. I keep crying. Even harder. He strokes my hair. Dad kiss my head. He picked me up and put me in the car.

"Kelly can you drive?" Dad ask.
Kelly sighs.
"I should talk to her." Kelly says.
"No. She my daughter. Just fucking drive." Dad growled. I think Kelly gave him a dirty look. Then she got in. I didn't look up. I keep my face in my dads chest.

We got to our hotel. Dad put me on the bed. Mingus and Faith are in a room next to us. And Kelly is next to us too.
"Can you tell me what happen?" Dad ask.
He sat next to me. I felt like crying again.
"Dad...I...I...I...."
I couldn't finish my sentence. I felt to scared.
"You what?"
I started crying again. I grab a piece of paper. And write it down.
Dad I have...a child.
Dad looks at it. His eyes go wide. But he doesn't say anything.
"Clayton... He says he's coming tomorrow... He wants me to come and see him." I whisper.
"No."
That was all he said.
"Dad-" I said but got cut off by him.
"I said no! He's not your kid!"
"How do you know?!"
"Because I did a DNA test. He's lying. He wants to get in your head again!" Dad yelled.
I fall to the floor. Crying. Dad gets me up and puts ms in his arms.
"I'm sorry. But it's true. He's not yours." Dad whisper.
I'm done.

I know short and lame but I'm losing ideas. So I'll be ending this book next chapter probably.