*DON'T READ* Mianhae Dear Chingu (BTS Jin x reader fanfic) Completed

Its not the same(38)

Your POV

"(Y/N)... It's alright to cry..." I heard Tae's voice as he hugged me.
"Why is it so hard?!" I started to hiccup from crying so hard.
He didn't say anything but pat my head to some rhythm.

"Ah, why am I crying so hard..?" I laughed to myself.
"Yah! Now you're happy?! Make up your mind!" He gave me some weird face cracking me up.
"Mi-Mianhae oppa." I said while taking deep breaths from laughing.
"At least you're doing better than Jimin. It looks like he's trying to do some drama." Taehyung showed me a picture of Jimin crying but it's true. It did look like it was from a drama.

Instead of feeling sad, I felt happy. Goodness, I sounded like a sadist.
Tae keep showing me pictures and videos of what they did during the last two weeks without me. Every two videos they'd say how they missed me, though, the videos were really stupid and funny. The pictures were taken of them while they were sleeping, practicing or eating with ugly faces hahahahahahahahahah... They'll kill me if I told them that.

"Don't you wanna eat anything?" Tae nudge me gently.
Nodding, we got up and exited the house, "What do you want to eat?" I asked him.
He thought for a while, "I don't know."
"HOW CAN YOU NOT KNOW?!" He gave me his cheeky smile.
"Don't be so serious (Y/N), you gotta join us again for singing- LET'S GO KARAOKE!!! We can eat at the same time!" He pulled me to the other direction where we normally walk to BigHit.
"You're a genius." I smiled.

Going in, we sat and... He started fighting for the mic himself,
"Let go!" He screamed at himself.
"Andwae!" He answered.
"Let me go first!"
"Andwae!"

"Oppa? Are you alright?" He suddenly gave me a hug, "I really missed you."
"Are you alright?" I said again.
"Duh, I just missed the other you dongsaeng." He flashed his rectangular smile.
"I'll try, just lots of things on my mind." Which was true.

I couldn't stop thinking about my dreams, the mix feelings between me and SeokJin. Jimin too... Not only those things, what about my training in L.A? Arghhhhh...
"(Y/N), stop hitting yourself on the head with the table." I snap out of my thoughts.
Now I realized I was banging my head on the table while thinking of those thoughts.
"Ah, mianhaeyo oppa." I laughed while rubbing my forehead.

We picked our songs and started singing passionately and... Sillily too. Singing in different languages we couldn't speak was fun though, it's pretty embarrassing.
"Now... What shall we do?" He asked me.
"Hm? I feel kinda tired though." I yawned.
"Let's go back to your home then, I gotta go back for training soon." We agreed while we passed BigHit, "I can go myself, don't worry." I said looking back at the building.
"Sure?" He pouted.
"Ne oppa." I smiled.

He gave me a pat on the head before saying bye.
Turning around and walking back home, I stopped by the park, "Noona!"
Spinning around, there was Hwan Joon running to me.
"Hello! Excited about coming for training next year?" He nodded while we sat beside each other on the swings.

"Hyung, you met him in L.A? Sang-Chul Hyung?" He asked me.
"Ne, we're good friends. We were also from the same school in primary school." I tried to remember seeing him but couldn't.
"Really?! Woah... But, I don't really know that Hyung. I only meet him once or twice a year. He's really good at dancing, I want to be like Hyung." He said with such adoration.

It makes me wish for a older sibling, I've always wished for a older sibling. Though it's not necessary, there's the staff and the seven guys. They're all older than me, they're 'my' older siblings.

"Noona," he said while swinging slowly, "please be careful of Hwan-Chul Hyung. He's getting crazier each day."
"Ne, I'll keep that in mind." I said.
"You look tired Noona, you should rest. Also, Hyung would be coming here after school."
"Oh, alright then. Bye! See you next time!" I waved at him.
"Bye Noona!"