Beauty Is A Curse

A Night To Remember

So it took me ages to write this chapter because of the sex scene, I couldn't avoid it cus one of my major like plot lines happened whilst they were having sex and all, but it's hard for me to write about sex scenes anyway but ermm yh im gunna warn you now there's is obviously... You know but I've only gone into the detail that's necessary so... Yh... So umm enjoy?

Vilayna's POV

Zander took my hand in his, eagerly guiding us towards the White House.

We both said nothing as we passed Karolina and Sebastian who gave each other a knowing look.

As we moved further from the canopy the music died out until it was just a little buzz in the background.

We climbed up the stairs together, my hand still in his, my heart hammering against my rib cage and butterflies frantically fluttering in my tummy.

Breathe.

Zander opened the front door never pausing once as he whipped around and slipped his arms under my legs lifting me up. He kicked the door shut with his legs before we ascended up the stairs towards the room we would be spending our wedding night in.

I felt my arms around his neck tighten with nervous anxiety as we got closer to our room. The butterflies in my tummy now exploding and my heart missing beats.

I looked up at Zander feeling his heated gaze upon me before meeting the intensity head on.

The way he was looking at me now was very different to the way he looked at me before. In fact I'd never seen him look at me like this before with such a deep craving and yearning.

I realised just how much Zander concealed of his yearning for me. In the past he had controlled himself hiding the depth of his desire for me, only showing me glimpses, but now... Being able to see into the true depth of that desire... The way he was looking at me right now... Not like a prey that he'd just caught and was ready to devour, but like a rare piece of artwork... It took my breath away.

His eyes were searching, tracing, analysing every curve and indentation of my body that he could make out through the dress before they went back up to my lips before rising again to meet my gaze.

Zander opened the door to our room, stepping through and kicking the door shut.

That's when the fear gripped me and I stiffened.

I did not notice how the lights were off and the path to the bed was lit by candle lights on either side.

I did not notice the bright red heart shaped pillows on the bed. My head was buried into the crook of Zander's neck until he dropped me on the edge of the bed.

I stared up at Zander whilst he looked down at me. Then he smiled reassuringly,"We're not doing anything you don't want to, Vilayna, just ask and we can spend the night cuddling instead, but either way I need you in my arms tonight." He took off his suit jacket leaving him in his shirt and tie as he looked down at me with doubt and concern.

I made an instinctive decision,"No," though I was terrified at the possibility of having sex with any man - even Zander, I knew he loved me and would take good care of me and our baby,"No," I said again shaking my head,"Please, Zander I want you to take me tonight." I half pleaded; I needed this, I needed to prove to myself that I could do this - that there was nothing wrong with me.