The Unexpected Love

38. The Conclusion

"Seb" I moaned involuntarily as he finally let go of my skin with one last lick followed by a small peck in the spot he had paid special attention to.

His lips detached themselves from me and I immediately felt a loss of his lips from me. I let my head fall in the crook of his neck as it took me several seconds to gather my thoughts and crash back to the moment we were in.

"This isn't what I meant.. you know that." I mumbled in his neck, not daring to open my eyes in fear that it might disappear. The moment might disappear. He might disappear.

"Why can't you look at me?" His voice was barely a whisper as if he wasn't only holding back on the volume but also his emotions that might slip through his words. God, I missed his voice so much. His tender pitch and the caressing words that rolled off his tongue. "In my eyes."

I blurted, "I'm scared. Scared that this just might be a figment of my imagination."

"So am I!" He sighed, "I still can't believe what you.. said. I don't know if I was imagining or w-"

I cut him off as I bit his lower lip that I often finding him chewing on. "I love you!" I said grazing my lips against his but not pressing them any closer.

I let my hands descend from his hair to his shoulders and I placed a kiss on the tip of his cute nose. "You have my heart", following a gentle nip on his upper lip, "my trust", my tongue evaded his mouth and swished cross his upper palate at a tantalizing space, "and my fidelity. I mean it. Every word!" I shifted slightly upwards to kiss his cheek. 

However, he had other plans. He hooked his legs in the back of my knee and turned us upside down, now with him hovering over me as he descended his lips on mine.

Nothing was sweet about his kiss. It was rough around all the right edges, so fast that I couldn't catch up to his pace yet passionate enough for me to forgot how painfully his fingers were sinking in the skin of my waist. He nibbled on my lips as he had been starving and it was the only thing that could erase that hunger. His tongue possessed mine with utmost power. I fisted the collar of this shirt with enough force to almost tear it off urging him closer while he pressed his body harder against mine and we both groaned out of pleasure in unison.

My body felt as if on fire as we continued to hungrily ravage each other for I don't know how long. Every limb was fully awake and the his occasional groans increased my arousal state exponentially. As love as I loved the feeling of his lips on me, his current state of raw passion, I broke away to grasp for a little breath of air before I passed out while kissing him. However, it didn't look it he needed any air for his lips immediately attached themselves to the underside of my jaw as his teeth not-so-subtly nibbled on my skin as I dug my nails in his back.

I unexpectedly groaned much louder than before as he sucked in my sweet spot at the same time thrusting his hips against mine.

"Shh.. Need to be quiet!" He mumbled against my skin panting, thrusting yet again but harder this time and I moaned equally loud.

He pulled himself up to look at me. Finally, my eyes settled on his dark blue eyes shining with desperation and need. I gulped back as I continued to gazed into his lust-filled blue drops. They were like a maze that kept me prison-bound in shackles.

"C-can't. I can't be silent."

"Why?" Along with lust, his eyes held a mischievous glint as he looked at me intently with amusement evident in his smile.

"You make me go crazy, Seb and I d-" He swallowed the remainder of my words, placing a feather-light kiss on my already numb lips. But within a fraction of a second he pulled away and sat up on the bed pulling my body in his arms along with his.