You're Only Mine

16. Pressure

CHAPTER 16

PRESSURE

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KEI POV

Today is January 4. Three days na rin pala kaming nakauwi dito sa palasyo. Since nung kiss namin nung New year ay naging mas close kami. I don't know kung nag-iba ba talaga ang pakikitungo sakin ni Yanna or talagang di ko na siya madalas asarin.

Minsan tinatry kong i-open yung tungkol sa kiss pero pansin ko na iniiba niya ang topic. Di rin nakaligtas sakin ang pamumula niya everytime na nababanggit ko yun. Kaya siguro iniiwasan niya. ^_^

Another thing na nagbago since nung nag-stay ako sa bahay nila Yanna is yung heartbeat ko. I don't know why pero kapag napapatingin ako sa lips ng dalaga ay biglang tumitibok ng mabilis ang puso ko and pumapasok sa isip ko yung kiss namin sa garden nila. That is why nag-iiwas agad ako ng tingin and I hope hindi niya yun napapansin kasi baka isipin niya minamanyak ko siya.

Hindi ba?

Tanong ng isip ko.

Of Course Not!!! Nagbago na ko okay?! Maniwala kayo sakin.

Another thing that's bothering me is that I already wanted to confess to her but I don't know how. I Like her, I do. But I am not sure.. if I already fallen in love with her. Kaya nga nagdadalawang isip pa kong umamin. Baka kasi attracted lang talaga ako sa kanya and mawala agad toh eventually.

I doubt it!

Sabi ng isip ko which is apparently true. Almost four years na tong attraction na nararamdaman ko and until now di pa rin siya nawawala. So, I conclude .. it's more than attraction. So, I guess I need to know first what I really feel before confessing.

I hope I realize it before it's too late.

I said to myself then fell down to sleep.

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YANNA POV

Ang bilis talaga ng araw, it's been three days since nung umuwi kami and until now ramdam ko pa rin yung Pressure. Pressure ng pagiging N.B.S.B., Pressure sa paghahanap ng boyfriend material at higit  sa lahat Pressure sa nararamdaman ko towards Prince Kei.

FLASHBACK

Today is January 1, ang araw na babalik na kami sa palasyo. I still can't believe that the kiss happened. Everytime I remember what happen yesterday night I can't help but blush at the thought. Kasi naman,, sino ba namang di magugulat diba? Akala ko yung first kiss ko nung birthday ko with Prince Kei will be the first and last pero di pala. And I know na hindi ko yun basta-basta makakalimutan.

I heaved out a sigh. I don't know how am I supposed to act when he's around.

Act naturally.

My mind said. That's right! I should act like nothing happen. Di ko dapat ulitin yung naging reaction ko nung Birthday ko. That was embarrassing. So, I guest .. acting naturally will be my last resort.

"Ate! " my brother called me that made my mind back to present. "Mag-boyfriend ka na! Baka maunahan pa kitang mag-asawa. " natatawang sabi nito.

Di ko alam kung anong pumasok sa isip ko at napatingin ako kay Prince Kei. And to my surprise nakatingin din pala siya sakin, he smiled when he saw me looking at him, I smiled back but it was fake. Nahihiya kasi ako, nahuli niya pa kong sumusulyap sa kanya, baka kung anong isipin nun.. Conceited pa naman yun masyado. I turn to my brother. "Di na nakakapagtaka yun. Malandi ka kasi! " biro ko sa kanya pero tumawa lang siya.