Emily's P.O.V.
"From Mom
Emily , since your father died i know i've been a terrible mom , i've been cold , rude , mean and a big bitch to you . I wasn't there when you most needed . After your father was gone you shut everybody and everything down completely until you met that boy Josh .. But that's not the point .
I didn't try to reach you , i just ignored you and tried to talk to you as much as possible , and Emily i'm truly sorry for it . I'm sorry i made you feel like you were worthless and didn't deserve to live .
And i know i always argue about the way you dress , because you mostly wear black and you don't dress the other girls . I'm so sorry Emily .
I know you've always wondered why i'm like this .
You remind me so much of your father , you're kind , creative and when you love something you're persistent about it . Don't you think one second that i didn't love your father , because i did and i still do . My way of forgetting about things and forget about pain was by being mean to you and denying that i ever loved him and that he was rubbish . And one thing that you got from your dad was strength . Emily i don't think you realize how strong you are , i admire that in you . In fact i admire everything about you .
Even though i don't show it , you are the one thing that i'm proud to say i created . You are beautiful , talented , strong girl Emily , and i'm so happy with who you're becoming .
Tonight you looked amazing and truly happy while you were singing with Luke , Emily don't be afraid of love , i know you've build up your walls so high and don't let anyone in . But Luke isn't Josh , he's so much more than that asshole .
You know what your father used to say to me before he left for a trip that could take months ? He said "If you find someone that you love more than me , marry him " And this was way before you were born and truth is i never found someone i loved more than your father .
I'm sorry about everything my beautiful daughter .
I'm really proud of you , and always will be .
I love you so much , more than you'll ever know .
Love , mom "
I didn't realize i was crying until the paper was filled with tears . There was always been a reason for her actions , i didn't know if i could forgive her right away , but all i knew was that i had to hug my mom , i ran out of my bedroom and went to hers .
My mom was sitting against the headboard reading a book , she looked up at me and smiled , i ran to her and hugged her tightly .
I whispered "Thank you" in her ear and she kissed my forehead .
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I woke up with my phone buzzing on the night stand . I pressed the button and it light up . It's 10 am in the morning and i feel like shit .
I unlocked it and i had a message from Luke .
From : Lukey Good morning beautiful <3
I read the text and smiled .
Luke's P.O.V.
From:Em <3 Good morning Lucas Pucas :-)
I chuckled at the text .
To:Em <3 You never stop with inventing nicknames do you ? xD
From:Em <3 Of course not ! NICKNAMES 4EVER
To: Em <3 Hahaha , whatever you say baby
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